Allone Whispers

An idea has become a reality

2012-02-01T01:52:00.000-08:00

Invisible is the mighty YHVH

Extremely powerful is the mighty YHVH
Thanks to the almighty YHVH – this has become a possibility

Noticeboard (mentioned in another blog) will soon be a part of the household

It is meant for words
Positive words

All words has an impact

Negative as well as positive

But

The positive is in alignment with what the Almighty Creator – and what theAlmighty Creator wants for HIS children to use – and there for impact from HIM isadded and much more effect for the word resting in the positive atmosphere

Magnetism is the secret essence in the blackboard

With the help of paper and magnets family will

Draw

Write
Scissors

Working with positive words

Dealing with the words
Talking about the words

Word and mind will be into the very same focus

Words thoughts deeds

A moment of opportunity for the use of building blogs
Building block for the future

Same time the daughter of the house will install a noticeboard at her place– for the use it in the way as mentioned

Through internet we will connect

Awe
Invisible is the mighty YHVH
Extremely powerful is the mighty YHVH

1Ch 16:34 O give thanks unto the LORD; for he is good; for his mercy endureth for ever.

2012-01-23T12:13:00.000-08:00

Jdg 19:2 And his concubine played the whore against him, and went away from himunto her father's house to Bethlehemjudah, and was there four whole months.

At work I seen what anger doesto a human being

At work I seen what angry doesto a married couple

At work I seen what anger didto the angry

At work I seen what anger didto the spouse

My work is among the elder insociety – different ages, different needs

At work it is Christian peoplein one degree or another I visit

at work I seen in what degreea human body falls apart, dwelling in anger

At work I now watch the spousethat is left behind in this wilderness

Anger

Spouse siting in a wheel chair

Left in sorrow – missing aspouse

Jdg 19:25 But the men would not hearken to him: so theman took his concubine, and brought her forth unto them; and they knew her, andabused her all the night until the morning: and when the day began to spring,they let her go.

Jdg 19:26 Then came the woman in the dawning of theday, and fell down at the door of the man's house where her lord was, till itwas light.

Jdg 19:27 And her lord rose up in the morning, andopened the doors of the house, and went out to go his way: and, behold, thewoman his concubine was fallen down at the door of the house, and her handswere upon the threshold.

Jdg 19:28 And he said unto her, Up, and let us begoing. But none answered. Then the man took her up upon an ass, and the manrose up, and gat him unto his place.

Jdg 19:29 And when he was come into his house, he tooka knife, and laid hold on his concubine, and divided her, together with herbones, into twelve pieces, and sent her into all the coasts of Israel.

Jdg 19:30 And it was so, that all that saw it said,There was no such deed done nor seen from the day that the children of Israelcame up out of the land of Egypt unto this day: consider of it, take advice,and speak your minds.

Jdg 19:2 And his concubine played the whore against him, and went away from himunto her father's house to Bethlehemjudah, and was there four whole months.

Denmark got a headache!!

2012-01-19T01:46:00.000-08:00

TA breeze of mildness
A day of beauty
One day one year

Children are born with an inner natural

“I am to explore, I gotta learn”

Using whatever possible way to explore just about everything!

Eyes, ears, hands, feet, mouth

General tools for exploring the entire universe
Mind are coded with:” ready, steady, go for it all”

That is from birth

World are so ready to change this

Shaping, forming, molding, remolding……

In times parents feel themselves committed to focus on control the rangeand abilities in the eager the child lays into exploring universe

Parents themselves has developed a certain views in how the likes the childto behave

Not the same as they know HOW to get to the wanted result……that’s forsure!!

One can say, the more children the better the parent know what to do in tothis

Hmm

I mean, the more they know what is best NOT to do!!

The newborn child are learning by doing, as are the parents

That is how human race are learning

Learning by doing

Parents are not the only factor in the sphere of the child

Family, neighbors……nanny´s

All are they performing the interests that they think suits the child inthe best way

In Denmark we have this system………

Removing the natural urgeto express doubts about the state of things in the child's universe

Once majority made some decisions in what they found best for society……….sincethen no one ever tried to ask if those decisions actually were the best for thechild……

Kindergarten – it is here the child will be educated in sitting on a chair,for learning in school is in mind, training in listen to the adult and obeywhat the child is told……mind your behavior kiddo!!

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Then the child has become in an age that is suitable for the next step inlife

School

10 years the child is bound in this facility

It is like the child has entered machinery

“Thump on the top of the head, slapping face two sided, thump on the top orhead, slapping………”

A picture appears in the back of mind

Youngest son were to enter his first year in school over again – classmatesall new

This is the picture that enters this point of time

The difference is huge – almost horrifying

He was sitting, on his chair as told, yes almost like a polite adult person– and his new classmates buzzing like fleas

The visible effect after a year in the factory called school

Uniform of the masses!

Fit in

Walk as one

Not to stand as an outsider

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10 years later

Get out – please feel maltreated

At this point of time, a certain numbers of scars

At this point of time, a certain degenerating of self esteem

At this point of time, an uncertainness in one degree or another

Neglecting what was meant for the individual has a cost

We are building up a certain inner defense

Walls of learning, one can say

Limitation of one self

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At a mature age I began an education

Would have ended out in a paper permitting one to work in the kindergarten,I was not to finish this education though…….but

Two of the male gender, the rest of us was girls, young fragile uncertaingirls – ya and me

A huge part of this education were

“To go beyond the inner comfort zone”

Shy girls were to do things ….. One can express it in this way: re-experiencea younger stage than the presence

Dignity were to shrink

Those girls were soon to enter kindergarten, take care for kids, educating thesevery kids to……..

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The Mighty YHVH wanted me in another direction; I was not to finish thiseducation

Today I am working in eldercare, am going by car between the visits, takingcare for the needs of the individual at this specific moment

One morning few of my colleagues were expressing themselves about a certaincourse they had recently

They were expressing themselves in a manner that did not hide the disapproving,maybe the word discomforting is more accurate to use

The issue was experiences just alike at the former education I stopped rightafter my first practical period

At this time I admit, I teased the two girls a bit

What they do not know is that the Almighty granted me the favor to removeall of the walls I had managed to build up in the inner soul that was givenfrom birth

Today I can begin the advantages this has given me, and I am beginning torealize what and how I am supposed to use this in the day to come

Exo 5:1 And afterward Moses and Aaron went in, and told Pharaoh, Thus saith the LORD God of Israel, Let my people go, that they may hold a feast unto me in the wilderness.

2012-01-15T13:17:00.000-08:00

Listening to theprogram Walters World on Arutz Sheva, thinking and as thinking I decide to typea bit.

Human nature isalmost never changing and I recon what I disapprove always have been

Winds of change haveslowly brought flavors in attitude more into contrast.

Remember I as childwere much into what television broadcasted from Second World War

Remember as I wasgrowing up, reading what I found in different magazines

Sensitive and notunderstanding

How was it possiblethat a human being was able to treat another human being like this?

As I look back intime through the mirror of knowledge, I realize that it almost looks like thatI was born with a huge concern for people; I realize that it almost looks likeI was born with a huge concern for the Jewish people

As I listen, I hearabout a Jewish Museum in Denmark, actually in Copenhagen. I have to admit, theMuseum became a reality in the year 2004, and I knew nothing. Not until now.

Realizing this I knowI have to figure out how the heck I can convince husband that it is a greatidea to visit Copenhagen. Husband for sure dislikes entering a museum.

But one thing I knowthat always has been a concern of his is Israel and the Jewish people. It wasthis interest of his that made it a possibility for us to visit Israel.

In Israel and breathingair soft and gentle. What a pleasant experience it was to me.

And I remember justhow ugly, unpleasant, dark and gloomy place Danish Arrivals appeared at thenight we returned.

Painful to exchange

Leaving the land ofbeauty

Landing in Copenhagen

Few days I lived inthe land where it respect seems natural

Respect as it wasmeant to be

Respect for theindividual, between individuals
Respect as the MostHigh is respect and teaches HIS children

It was here I learnedthat I had a reason to be proud of being Danish

Jewish people do notforget when someone is reaching out a helping hand

During Second WorldWar Danish people gave reason for almost all Jewish people living in Denmarkreached the coast of Sweden, safety

The night between thefirst and the second October in the year 1943

During the days inthe Canapé of HaShem I saw the marks of memorial Israel made to express theirfeelings towards Denmark, for the heroic effort Danish people made, rescuing ownlife to rescue Jewish people

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Danish_Jewish_Museum

I do not know muchabout architecture, that is a fact – but wow – this is seem to be a buildingthat I – smiles

JUST HAVE TO VISIT

Besides it is aboutsomething that concerns me deeply – the Jewish people

The museum appears topresent itself as a Mitzvah, it is easy to understand that the architect DanielLibeskind, liked to express his feelings for those people – that night – that year– that action in October 1943

Uhm I found the link,please meet Daniel Libeskind

http://daniel-libeskind.com/

As I see this thatmakes me even more eager to go and visit the building myself

Ahh – during summer,a day, with a smiling breeze from the Almighty, that would be such a great adventure,Danish tourist in Denmark

A humble request to aFather from a child

Countdown, Ignition a new area to explore, a new area to discover and conquer

2011-12-25T10:30:00.000-08:00

Whirling round the mountains
Inactive on shelves repose of stopovers
Feet in motion, perpetual quest
Distinctive response crumbles the query
Float, soar drop down, landing permission seems granted

And I find myself on the silvery leaf of softness
Would I stay, should I polish the silver and embrace the glittery in its
shimmering depths?
Or try to tear my eyes from the shiny foliage
Fly, jump the spring, the should I dare takeoff
Perhaps even yearn to advance into the area of the honor in gold

Wheels of courage has to be healed, parachute folding ahead grip the
backpack of words – recycle the cycle, rewind the wind – and I know end voyage
here is not satisfactory enough – I yearn for more, the one I am reaches after
more.

Truth

Gen 15:6 And he believed in the LORD; and he counted it to him for righteousness.

2011-12-06T00:07:00.000-08:00

Deu 29:17 And ye have seen their abominations, and their idols, wood and stone, silver and gold, which were among them

A pear tree, a pear tree, all flagrant covered, oh pear tree oh pear tree, tape plastered apples I like them apples oh red and beauty, a little this, a little that and I can all pretend that the root of pear all in all are a tree of apples

Exo 23:14 Three times thou shalt keep a feast unto me in the year.

Exo 23:15 Thou shalt keep the feast of unleavened bread: (thou shalt eat unleavened bread seven days, as I commanded thee, in the time appointed of the month Abib; for in it thou camest out from Egypt: and none shall appear before me empty

Exo 23:16 And the feast of harvest, the firstfruits of thy labours, which thou hast sown in the field: and the feast of ingathering, which is in the end of the year, when thou hast gathered in thy labours out of the field.

Y’varekekah YHVH v'yishmerekah, Ya'er YHVH panev eleykah v'kunekah, y'sa YHVH panav elekah v'yesem lekah SHALOM

Party a freak
An intoxication of spread

Someone asked me about the celebration one of these days girls at work are gathering an evening

I told that I was not participating in this event

“Why not” she asked

And I told her that I had decided to live Bible the best as I was able and Christmas was a pagan feast and not a Biblical one, therefore I did not like to participate

“But it is all about what one put into the feast. If one has Jesus in mind”

Sorry it does not make it a Biblical holiday, and that is; why I cannot, will not, really do not like to participate peew what is the correct way to express it

All I want is to do is to do what my beloved Almighty YHVH likes me to do

She did not have further comments

Rev 22:19 And if any man shall take away from the words of the book of this prophecy, God shall take away his part out of the book of life, and out of the holy city, and from the things which are written in this book.

I like to express what I read in the Holy word

Exo 20:2 I am the LORD thy God, which have brought thee out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.
Exo 20:3 Thou shalt have no other gods before me.
Exo 20:4 Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth:
Exo 20:5 Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the LORD thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;
Exo 20:6 And shewing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments.

Simple psychology tells that – no matter what one states – that is what one is/will be drawn towards, that is no matter if it is a negative or positive term expressed theme – and that is for sure indeed very and extremely Biblical – what is in my heart, is what I speak, what I speak is what I get

Deu 4:29 But if from thence thou shalt seek the LORD thy God, thou shalt find him, if thou seek him with all thy heart and with all thy soul.
Deu 6:5 And thou shalt love the LORD thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might.

Breathe the breeze of shalom

2011-10-31T10:25:00.000-07:00

Festival costume of autumn, the robe of many colors, the coat of forgiveness visible for human eyes

Nature of beauty expressing the everlasting abundance life

Father of Might, Father of Light, Father of kindness mercyful is YOUR ways

Branches accompany the notes, wavering baton nodes noted in a crescendo of beauty

Wind dancing around the manmade, rays and rotates, this cannot stand, tumbling around ends falling apart

Yesterday and tomorrow all in awareness, breathe the exact moment, discover and embrace the now given from above and beyond time

Pick the flash of joy, embrace it with a smile, and breathe life into each cell in your body, cells powerful dyed in love

Each tiny letter, whispered in steadfast firmness, nothing in vain, all with a purpose, letters go forth, only return in the will of the Mighty One

Way of eternity, close your eyes and look to the light, shades of evil will crumble into absence, always focus the point, never lose in your sight

Winter may tune into cold and cascades of snow though costume of autumn, the promise about spring is whispering an engagement ring

English adjective: Uniform, always the same; shoving a single form or character in all occurrences

2011-09-21T10:48:00.000-07:00

Gen 11:4 And they said, Go to, let us build us a city and a tower, whose top may reach unto heaven; and let us make us a name, lest we be scattered abroad upon the face of the whole earth.

Babel being the people apart of Torah
Founder of Tower is

Nimrod = someone/something departing souls from knowing YHVH

Nimrod a descendant that caused a curse to all his descendants – reason enough to rebel and yearn after leadership – perhaps there by trying to counterbalance the curse

The uniformity of language, yes interesting whether it is god or not I know not
Maybe inevitably is a word that might fit in right here
Why I write this I will try to make clear

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t4SKL7f9n58

The creator made Adam of the dust of the ground
Bricks are made of dust of the ground

It is not the same Hebrew word that has been used, I am aware
Adam and Madam was created BEFORE eating of the forbidden fruit
The bricks which were designed for the tower
AFTER

Maybe the use of the word language is not as much if it is Danish, English or anyone else for that matter

I do not know as much of the Hebrew language that I would like I had, I admit that, trying to improvethough

BUT more like a certain way of talking – one have to keep in mind – the way one talks is dependable of the mind pattern
And television does have a certain influence into this very matter

Gen 11:9 Therefore is the name of it called Babel; because the LORD did there confound the language of all the earth: and from thence did the LORD scatter them abroad upon the face of all the earth.

Little mirror. who is most pretty in universe?

2011-09-14T12:15:00.000-07:00

We are all each other’s mirrors

When I meet someone
I recognize in others what is inside me

Some I like
Some I dislike

If I meet something I do not already have in my spirit – I do not recognize it

That means to me, if I recognize something in another person, and this I dislike, that would be something I DO NOT LIKE THAT IS IN ME

Then I can ask my beloved almighty creator to help in the process to up root it in my spirit

Coz the issue I dislike is not compatible to Torah
It has to go

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Goes deeper actually, hope I can express this in understandable English

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If I meet a person that does something or, expresses something verbally, I dislike in one degree or another – and I have to admit the only word I know in English I can use at this very spot is - offence – if someone gets offended in a way. Often there can be a mutual antipathy.

If that is the case and I like that to change
I would use my mentally power
I would begin think in certain positive ways about this person, and find some words I find suitable.

In this way I achieve:
It will cause a process in me – it will change my way towards the person – same time the same person will change attitude towards me – relationship would over time change

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We can easily “earned” garbage in our walk through life that we did not know we had

The question could be
Do I have the courage to find out what the exact feelings that moves me when I meet a certain person, or is it my desire to pretend that it is a mistake

Yes courage, in times it can be painful to accept this or that

One thing, I am not promised easy, this but I can always go to the almighty YHVH and ask for help

Aroma Of Love

2011-09-05T08:03:00.000-07:00

A small grain of sand in giant wheel of the universe

I am gracefully blessed
Blessed more than most

I am given the gift, of life
I can breathe HIS holy air
Sparkling life is running through my veins

I am given permission to live at this very spot
I am grateful for living in this country

Each breath is followed by an exhalation
A transformation is happening, that is a fact – the air is different

Even as I breathe I am exposing my exact imprint in the invisible and holy air

On the right side of my body is an arm
On the left side of my body is another arm
Both, ending out into a hand

Each man, each woman
All of us do have our own and very unique pattern on our fingers
Everything I touch is marked with an invisible print of my fingers
The things I touch is changed, marked by fingerprints created of YHVH

A pair of legs, both ending into a foot
I can stand still, I can walk, I can run, I can dance through day
Literally I can move between points at the huge merry go round some call the earth

One can walk towards the almighty YHVH or one can walk away from the almighty YHVH àfaster, faster, and speeding up, how fast can I fly

Thoughtful recognition, mindless deeds of Madam and Adam caused an unbalance at a place whirling in wisdom, something perfect earthlings as wilderness once was

I can eat, I can drink, I can chew, I can swallow I am given a mouth I got teeth, I am given the ability to choose what I like or may not like to eat, I am given the responsibility to figure out exactly how much food and liquid that is necessary – I am given a mouth I am given permission to talk, I can choose to talk whatever kind of mood I would like, or I could be wise and throw only the words that brings life

Petite planet, you crazy spinning ball without colors

The sunshine brings colors in a variety that is uncountable

I am given the ability to see those
I am granted eyes, a pair I am given
Spider’s web
Slightly and a faintly nearly nothing more than almost nothing at all

Technology of mankind – we can fly to the moon – take a view, and bring back a stone, some not flattering dust

Yet no man can make threads, wires rope as strong as exactly that
The spider’s web
And this, slightly and a faintly nearly nothing more than almost nothing at all
This I am given permission to see
The spidsers web

I am given the gift of life
Through my nose I can breathe the holy air
And I can catch the aroma from flowers, if I like, I can use and enjoy a perfume, what a privileged person I am

Relax in the moment

2011-06-14T22:23:00.000-07:00

The first crispy note appears cautious
More and more comes, joint union of joy
A serenade of pleasure and delight
Day are about to dawn, light is discerning

Different are their tunes
Each melody is its own peculiar song

But all the birds, singing their praises to the mighty Creator
All do they have a natural desire to express their gratitude
Thankfulness over the promise that appears this morning

Gentle, careful, loving, all-knowing powerful YHVH
The Mighty One wakes me every morning
Just about when the tunes hits the air

YHVH knows just how much I adore this point of day, I told HIM
And faithful YHVH shares this beauty, the morning ensemble with me

I raise my hand, I sing thanks, and overwhelming happyness enters
Empowered by the Almighty, I am ready to embrace the day

End of the line

2011-05-18T01:12:00.000-07:00

Time the most indefinable issue
Run, run, run, little man
The universe running faster
And the man has to run along

Which of you can control time itself?
Invisible the time is chosen bondage
And acts as if you can go time shopping

Time is no matter for any to hold hand on
But the spice that matures mankind into eternity

Time for day of the dawning is approaching in haste and about to come

Outside atmosphere such thing as time do not exist
Globe is revolving itself into eternity in grace with mercy

Left or right, what is up what is down?
Little man how can you express and tell
Simulate you know and others don’t

Why you proceed as you own time
Why do you go on as time owns you?
Act and react, take note and understand
Waves be ready and embrace time without time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwqhdRs4jyA

Good night, is late here since I finished after Shabbat

2011-04-30T15:53:00.000-07:00

Lady D asked me if I ever were in Israel. I told her yes, and decided to post typos about the whys into this matter.

Yes, once I was in the holy land of Israel
I grew up in a home that rested in an understanding of the church was for: baptism, marriage, and funerals, such thing as there were a almighty Creator, was not at all a question in the sphere of this home. The home had room for happiness, it was a home with room for party and celebration, ash, and one thing, it was a home, one had to follow mainstream in EVERYTHING

6 years ago, ya this October then 7 years, something happened
Spiritual experiences is not always easy to express in an understandable way for others, therefore all I prefer to express at the moment is:

A MIGHTY POWERFUL CREATOR IS RESPONSBLE FOR EVERYTHING

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I made a promise to the mighty one about truthfulness

In this are several circles
Honesty towards the almighty
Honesty towards people
Honesty towards myself

A circle is a piece of line which is connected
Smiling, the almighty creator leaves no loose ends in the universe created

Lone are you sure you are ready for the answers
Honesty from the almighty
Honesty from people
Honesty from yourself

Thinking, wow, 6 nearly 7 years, and wow, just seems like hundreds of years has passed by, wow what a flight it has been my beloved, what a tour you brought into my life

But anyhow, from the first crispy days I had a warm. Extremely warm yearn about Israel and the Israeli people

I had to go there

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And thoughts running into the economic situation of house at that time
No work
Not a member in any union

Husband hmmmmmm not sure I recall what exact situation he was in this particularly time
He could been at hospital
He could been working
During time he been in and out both and, apologize, I do not remember
But then again, is it any importance, think no

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I had to go
Husband is not a person that really long to travel
But – smiling – husband has always been interested in Israel – and “happenings” concerning
AND, if a wife has been married in that many years as I, the wife just about at this stage of time knows a bit into the art of persuasion

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I had to go
And I asked my beloved creator
I asked again

I asked and I assume that this period was a period where the almighty considered earplugs!!!
I asked constantly

And it became a reality

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In my voyage for digging up the truth:
I left the church of Christianity, the early days I knocked on church, and another, and another, one by one I entered each in the area, and I did not hear what I was reading in the holy word, through internet I came to know the people the almighty wanted me to know, and here I was thought
I learned the difference between manmade traditional feasts
And the feasts that the almighty creator has made

We left
And I reached after my first Sukkoth in the holy land of Israel

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Embraced of air
Breathing air
Soft as velvet

And a tour guide, she was Danish born, and expressed herself in Danish
She knew so many details; she told and expressed herself in such a beautiful way
Was easy to hear she loved her country

It was her that was the first one to greet me with the words: “Shabbat Shalom”
Sigh, have to admit when she did, I had to cry, and I remember just how fragile I was at that time, smiling, I had to run out

Few days here, and I told husband:”nope, don’t want to leave this country again, you go, I stay” husband replayed: “what about the kids, are they never to see their mother”

“Drop them a post card, tell them hello, they can manage”

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Never ever did I find an airport as dreadful and filthy as when we returned Danish airport, cold, hostile, and people disrespectful in all their manners

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Smiling, poor husband, nearly half a year he patiently heard his wife
“When are we going back?”

Excellent excellence highly praised, extraordinary adored Yah

2011-04-28T19:50:00.000-07:00

Questions out there
In the wind they are seen
Whispers, silent a thunder
Life itself begs for questions

Who wanna know?
I wanna know
You wanna know
We wanna know

Does anyone dare ask?
Do we dare not to?

Where in universe began life?

Life never began,
Life is
Life was
Life always will be

When did life begin?
Is it the Creator that is in the universe?
Or is it the universe that is in the Creator?

What is perfection?
Mankind, human race,
Desire nothing else but
Dig forth your perfection

Mirror, mirror in the hand I hold and look
Reading, absorbing digesting perfection

My beloved
My love
My life

When I see the wonders of your perfect hand
Awe, all I can say
Amazed awe, and silent I offer you me

May I be yours?
Will you be mine?

Hand in hand, you and I
Step by step through wilderness
Walking through history, we are moving forth

To the day of the dawning

Father of mine

2011-04-28T04:12:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PjrK96wasDk

Little leaf, little leaf I am
I need sun to endure the run
I turn, I yearn, and I reach after
Embraces the rays from eternity

Adorable breeze of knowledge
Curl a breath of wisdom this way
Drop me a word of wisdom
Which I can feed into my lungs

Earthly, are part of me I cannot deny
I walk the walk, my feet are grounded
Roots to slurp the living water from beneath
Hands to hold out to catch a drop of rain

How long must I wait at this place
Time frame the earth, blast it away
Space invader, invader my Space
Step by step, stairways to my life

You are a part of me; I am a part of you
You know what is finest a lane for me
My foot, in your light trusts in readiness
It is lifted my foot, willingly I move ready the run

Petite this pasture, a grain of sand
Gigantic a whole perfectness of wonders
Diamonds, gems, stars of the crown of royalty
Merciful father, when, let it be, let it be

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9oSePXRbW9o&feature=related

Everything that happens if for the best

2011-04-27T04:04:00.000-07:00

Dear son

I carried you under my heart

40 weeks

The mystery the letter Mem
In Jewish, mem is the letter of “water” (mayim) symbolizing the spring of the Torah. Just as the watrs of an underground spring rise upward from the mysterious source that is YHVH. This flowing stream of the inner wisdom can be expressed through the fit of man´s speech:

Pro 18:4 The words of a man's mouth are as deep waters, and the wellspring of wisdom as a flowing brook.

The Hebrew letter Mem is the letter which has the numeric value of 40

Press contractions of few before your entrance became a reality

In the early days at school, I overslept this day. The bus was long gone. Told you, son, you were not to go to school this day. What happened, tears ran on the arch on your cheek. Out in the car, I knew I had to take you.

Smiling, the importance of knowledge were not in your mind, I dare say.

BUT

The between lessons at playground!!
You were easy to make friends

A crying mother are looking at the past through the mirror of knowledge and wisdom
Harsh and cruel in facts, is mirror to look through, you were not given the most easy childhood, son

Even, you developed many fine and rare human qualities

Your older sister were horrified if a spider appeared in a distance of eyesight
At an age of 3, you came and expressed your heroic efforts with the red clog one day, draging your sister with one hand and the other a rotating clog

Through the years I noticed that if a friend somehow was in a need, you were ready with a hand
As through your father’s house conversion, whatever he needed a hand for, you were there.

Dear son, I was given the trust to give birth to a child, you. Little did I know about the world, little did I know about the almighty YHVH

I guess my attitude were a bit like:”ok, a creator is allowed in the universe, mankind rule the earth”
That was what I thought you, I admit

Though
You noticed the change in house

At the age of 10, your mother were to give birth to another child
“It has to be a boy, then we can play, and you girls can do the dishes”

Leaving house, we were to go to hospital, you overheard your mother tell your father just to stop is told. Having my first birth in the back of mind, I did not want vomit in car. At that time we were in the care just about ready to take off, you jumped out of car ran into house. You returned with a bottle of water, wondering eyes from parents, and you explained: “if mother are to be sick”
......... thoughtful kid

It was a younger brother that came to breathe air that day
You been chief superior in the job you were given, in both being a younger brother and now an older brother as well

At the time your brother was in the crawl age, you entered living room just about to experience a scream from a stiff necked that wanted the mother to come. White in head, you asked:”Can´t you hear he is screaming” Me sitting 2 meters from the child, and with such a temper, oh yes, I heard that was for sure.

I knew that was ridicules to try to explain anything about psychology to you, but vaguely I tried: “If your brother likes to sit at the lap of the mother, he should crawl to her”

Even whiter in head, you grab the younger brother, and told in a firm and precise way: “He is NOT supposed to cry” and you dumped the screaming one into my lap, which in the meantime has become a smiling face….

The heart of a mother is woundable when a child are about to leave the home. The mother wants what is best for the child she gave birth, and at this point of time I know, that YHVH always will his children the best, and knowing this, I know that YHVH takes care for you

A declaration of love

2011-04-20T01:18:00.001-07:00

Cascades of branches that expresses a silent contact of an invisible vigor

Movements of graceful, almost a devotional dance between lovers

Intimacy is to be seen, suddenly from the back seat of memory illuminates the words:”It is so lovely to go together”

Rays of smiles descended from the sun, droppings of gentle understanding

Wavering, rocking, provocative, powerful performance of love is to read in this statement

Leaves confirms happiness in moves of small pirouettes, joy is to experience for the one that pays attention

Black is the mold which covers the feet of whiteness, together they are a foundation of solid for the lovers

Chag Sameach

2011-04-17T11:00:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbi2do3XSDk&feature=related

I did not make it to the wall, that year in Israel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TsVej9neGmQ&feature=related

First opportunity I said no, I chose to stay with husband

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGW25IslCig&NR=1

Second time a bag was found, a bag left without owner by the Wailing Wall is noticed

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rpc9Wxdn3_Q&feature=related

Israel takes care for Israeli children

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVkoYGlthH0&feature=related

Israeli children knows that Israel cares

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gJg3EQa969k&feature=related

My foot touched eretz Yisrael. That day I used fairly new shoes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SUXB9pD0ohY&feature=related

How cleaver that was I noticed at the time husband and I tried to find the correct bungalow.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gcPxYTKIQ0s&feature=related

Shoes off, had to walk without, I like to take care for my minions

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J08GqXMr3YE&feature=related

Feet surly were in a bad condition and if I trot on a stone….

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UlIJOAZ1pak&feature=fvwrel

Israel, my beloved creator’s kanaph would not harm me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=syUSmEbGLs4&feature=fvst

Little grain of mentality

2011-04-13T05:19:00.000-07:00

How high is your perspective?
Is there any?
What is the distance of your eye range?

The nose covered with sunglasses.
Shielding the enlightening sun

Cog the wheel go around, which part is the most important element, your opinion, my opinion, his or hers, anybody’s?

View, my view, airing my view Upstairs, downstairs stairways to heaven, where is heaven?
Who created heaven, is heaven created at all?

Particles of wisdom wearing sunglasses are flowing through entire universe, grasping what is vital that particularly day, in just that particularly spot of entire universe

Inside outside dirt, dirty where is most filth in the universe of little? There anywhere everywhere, is it beneath earth is it above air, is it human race?

Misty the riddle, where is the determination for cracking the Vagueness Heart beat of the world, do the world have a heart, Is it breathing, is it alive,

Is it breathing, did it become dizzy and breathless midst in a turn, or is it shaking in fear

Center of the universe, universe of the center, where to begin where to end, is it the sun or is it the nose is it the heart beat is it the breath

Perfect but an experience

2011-04-08T05:08:00.000-07:00

Trees are calculating in heavy movements. Sound of gorgeous power is heard from each of the four corners on the tremendous globe of roundness

Speaking softly around the crevices from each corner of universe about the promise of wisdom

While the gyratory second by second unwrapping time, so that Adam and Madam can enter the time without end What is time,

When is time, why is time, sudden, diffuse, stretchable, and yet just invisible and very constant

Through a second in perspective, I saw a glimpse, a celebrity of magnificence, a jewel, though I did not recognize its carat

Who can value, who can point out a question mark in behavior and speech, who are you that dare do that, that indeed are a challenge without my range

Stars above, are moving in a steadfast pattern, once moved, exact pattern never again appears in the sight of eyes of man

Doings in the past, deeds of history, done and yesterday's deliverances, a glass were broken, what is to excuse, what is to forgive, wasted are lost forever

What is obvious in nature, clay go see what the potter has for you, ignorance is indisputable and not to obtain, nor can it bring any gladness

Got an appointment - Shalom aleichem

2011-04-08T01:56:00.000-07:00

SH’MA YISRAEL ADONAI ELOHEYNU ADONAI ECHAD BARUCH SHEM K’VOD MALCHUTO L’OLAM VAED

Thinking
The last few years are dancing through mind

Like Jonah, I tried to flee
I did not jump on a boat, nor did I jump the throat of a swimming monster called a fish

I reached out; I glanced after another universe, and found the answer in my inner being

It became a voyage in mind reflecting behavior, removing wounds, garbage, habits, and worthless traditions. I came to know myself rather well, and the circle here, I came to know quite a bit about mankind, behavior in general and more specific

Gen 6:5 And GOD saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.

Standing in front the mirror of perfection, it can be rough to acknowledge what one actually contains, sure was for me

Mind traveling in reversing pattern from world into Torah

I came to faith
In mild terms – I was confused, stormy, and insecure, a word comes to mind:”jelly structure” - the right term to use might be faithless – then I have to change my first statement into – I came to know about the almighty creator – our YHVH

This is the point I reached before I enter link and listen to Lazer Brody

http://www.israelnationalnews.com/radio/Author.aspx/4130

Ha, Lazer Brody-ROFL- I am a Lone

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Through this period of time I came to know answers in many different questions
I came to know what a friend is

Pro 27:17 Iron sharpeneth iron; so a man sharpeneth the countenance of his friend.

I used to know a friend that helped me through the tremendous storm I contained

Not sure what actually was happening – Lazer Brody explains it very well

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The reason I began this spot – smiling I thought this was the reason, not so sure in that suddenly – but my thought was the promise about typing a study – and remember not that long ago I barely dared to type a question in a room on Paltalk

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The almighty
The one and only
Most beautyful
YHVH
Knows children on earth

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Through faithfulness, the obedient jewel I was allowed to get to know

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A humble lone acknowledge only one way
Only one place
I can give thanks for this

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Y’varekekah YHVH v'yishmerekah, Ya'er YHVH panev eleykah v'kunekah, y'sa YHVH panav elekah v'yesem lekah SHALOM

Fat flows forth from file feel free for fitness fight

2011-04-03T10:49:00.000-07:00

Uhm I have this secret; I just adore words!!

Husband in house is married – I dare say so!!
His wife made a decision to live Torah
Rephrasing:
His wife made a decision to live Torah as good as possible

Husbands are not promised to have an easy task – I dare say so!!
I asked husband if he would give me any question for me, and that way dive more into what Bible has to express

Husband grew up in the church of Christianity, I not, maybe that have been given me advantages in some degree here and there

Husband grew up in an understanding that we have an almighty Creator
And as he notice what his wife is expresses, he understands, there is a difference between what his childhoods teaching brought of knowledge and what the Bible brings forth of truth

More than once he mentioned a feeling of betrayal when we were around this in our talk

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There is this scripture; it is a scripture he mentioned before – here goes Q:

Lev 7:23 Speak unto the children of Israel, saying, Ye shall eat no manner of fat, of ox, or of sheep, or of goat.

With the asking, is it forbidden to eat fat?

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I told him in what way I would dig forth the mystery in this particularly scripture, goes like:

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As I am no member in any denomination, I do not know many that would Midrash about any topic at all, but asked around a tad before I entered the beauty in the electronic Bible

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Before I reached that point we had a talk about the danger it can be to draw one scripture forth without read and understand context to chapter and context to what the entire Bible expresses

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I had a talk with someone I came to know through internet, smiling, someone somewhere in the wilderness called planet earth

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Feel like an option to put my favorite saying across area at this particular place:
“Is always deeper when it is according Bible”

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During our chat it became clear to me; I had to find the understanding in this scripture and, whatever spiritual understanding that might appear into this topic as well

And I promised I would blog post a spot when finished, this was this very day and now I will bring forth the sword of E and jump mind into finding treasures

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I will dump few letters, later on, might even come to a word now and then
Bee your week a beauty there

Health insurance

2011-03-25T08:53:00.000-07:00

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The step of each step echoes out through space, trotting the invisible line called faith

Blood in the vanes running, carrying the essence of life, the holy breath around to each cell in body

Thoughtfully reflecting mindfully waves about the words and principals in mindful use of waves beauty of Torah

Hands open rooted in a deep hearted, generous and gentle way
Arms lifting a heart in praise

Ears catch and intercept the message from the RUACH, avoiding the worldly environment

Sounds surrounded mildness in tune perfectly balanced according the words and in manner of understandings from Torah leaving the entrance for food only

And all in all a willingness to obey the mighty YHVH

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Passionate after life

2011-03-23T02:09:00.000-07:00

A gift is offered

And I speculate, I wonders what is this, is it worth noticing at all

I stretch my hand
Reach after its fullness

A zip in my mouth is it likable, is it a question at all? I chew and finally taste enters conscience, flavor becomes me in a different way than usual

More, I need more and more
Can’t have enough

Eating is not enough; I need have it under my nails even under my pillow where I sleep, reading about became a habitation

I need more, more, and I find I have to breathe it totally; I wanna walk on it, all of it walk it out, I became addicted indeed

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Gen 1:27 So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.

The Schutzstaffel, greeting, most often shortened as:”SS”

2011-03-04T07:27:00.000-08:00

SH’MA YISRAEL
ADONAI ELOHEYNU
ADONAI ECHAD
BARUCH SHEM
K’VOD MALCHUTO
L’OLAM VAED

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Soon the wonders of Shabbat is around this place – probably also at your place, or maybe, it has already arrived

Shabbat Shalom what a beautiful greeting, if you ask me, most beautiful ever been.
Shalom is a part of the very life itself, Shalom is a part of YHVH

Jdg 6:24 Then Gideon built an altar there unto the LORD, and called it Jehovahshalom: unto this day it is yet in Ophrah of the Abiezrites.

Words I speak do something to me, something inside my deepest inner being. Same time in this example, shalom, which is a part of YHVH, a part of YHVH´ s shalom enters the life of the one I greet. Allow me to repeat, Shabbat Shalom, the most beautiful greeting ever been. Shabbat – the day YHVH made hole, the day I can relax in the presence of YHVH. Day of Yah´ s peace of Yah´ s bound together in a greeting that gives me only the best, and same time to the friend I great – my friend, may your Shabbat be the most beautiful one can ever imagine, when you reach the point – Shabbat Shalom, to you.

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From child I watched television, in an age before entering school I saw many broadcasts describing what exactly the German soldiers did towards the Jewish people. As I read great many magazines with many articles also describing, horrors in most unimaginable ways done to cause another human being as much pain as possible.

When I see the double s, mind is always connecting to the deeds in the past not that long ago

It sadness me a bit people began to use exactly those two letter, SS, as a greeting instead of the gorgeous Shabbat Shalom

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Y’varekekah YHVH v'yishmerekah, Ya'er YHVH panev eleykah v'kunekah, y'sa YHVH panav elekah v'yesem lekah SHALOM

Buzzinto Night Thinking

2011-02-23T13:24:00.000-08:00

Ok
I became nervous

Been rumbling in the back of head, appeared in front now and then
Tumbling into people all over that has written a book

Was not able to find a link
And told the mighty one if that was an interest from the Most High
I sure needed some help

Sigh

Pop up a link, booing a name, hit the road puzzled few samples from me typos on blog spot this the company

All done and ready
For once, after getting an idea, I was nervous
Hesitated to mail it

Thinking, maybe the Mighty One would like to stop me from posting mail, just in this very last minute

Sigh

I did not write a book as they suggested
Just splashed some random spots from my different blogs

If I mail it, if, then 6 or 8 weeks would pass by before they would promise any response
Oh boy, what if I am to publish a book

I guess I will end up mailing it, mailing as backpack on the bag of 10 camels
Many camels to handle an electronic device of a paper I dare say
But not one too many, nor a single letter too little

All evening I been nervous, and that is something I not been during the time I lived in faith approximate 6 years now

Husband asked: “why nervous” and I told him, perhaps, maybe this would end out in a book …………………………Ya think that I harassed family all evening, they are patience with me. Smiling, they know me by now

Soon I will go and sleep, have a talk with YHVH, tomorrow, early in the morning I will go to work, and when I enter home again, I will act and rest under the wings of faith

Good Night!

Torah purpose of life

2011-01-30T05:27:00.000-08:00

Before I began writing, I did not know that this would turn blog post in appearance, and now as finished I end up in, what am I to use as headline, I will ask the one I belong to, and ends up in…….

http://www.israelnationalnews.com/radio/

Don’t wanna dig into this
And immediately I know
One way onlyand gottago there

Finding something nice to hear
Tears of gratitude, what a mighty Yah we serve
A teaching in topic, how great our Yah shows perfections

And I know this will not be as messy as first assumed
http://www.israelnationalnews.com/Radio/News.aspx/2850
Think I love this guy

Self-Composure
Google had a hard time to give me the information in Danish, Google succeeded

Oh me oh my
Stop act impulsive

Oi

Clarify our thoughts he said

What damage does in the lack of self composure?
And I look in the mirror enlighten of wisdom

Acknowledge I know a wise person indeed

As listening to this, few times, or maybe a hundred
I see and understand
Looking at the voyage, I look from point of before begun
Endless numbers of failures that faded into a corner of universe called no existence

What did I do, besides the lack of faith?
What did I do besides mistrust the almighty?
What did I do besides mugging, arguing, with the most high?
What did I do besides showing an attitude called stiff necked?

If I dare ask, isn’t it enough?
Indeed the deceiving mind, sure thing even more will appear in light

What can one do?
What can I do?
Stop and think
Acknowledge what I already knew

Go to the one that created me
Go to the one that knows me
Go to the one that rules universe

YHVH

Know your own place I hear
And I ask my beloved what to do

One attend the Almighty
Something happens
An action responds with a reaction

H8085
שׁמע
shâma‛
shaw-mah'
A primitive root; to hear intelligently (often with implication of attention, obedience, etc.; causatively to tell, etc.): - X attentively, call (gather) together, X carefully, X certainly, consent, consider, be content, declare, X diligently, discern, give ear, (cause to, let, make to) hear (-ken, tell), X indeed, listen, make (a) noise, (be) obedient, obey, perceive, (make a) proclaim (-ation), publish, regard, report, shew (forth), (make a) sound, X surely, tell, understand, whosoever [heareth], witness.

YHVH listens and responds
About time Lone listens and responds

A must
Balance in the scales of friendship
Is requiered

Aron uses plural term, about one golden calf, all hidden in the mind of habit

2011-01-28T23:15:00.000-08:00

Exo 32:4And he received them at their hand, and fashioned it with a graving tool, after he had made it a molten calf: and they said, These be thy elohim, O Israel, which brought thee up out of the land of Egypt.

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H430
אלהים
'ĕlôhı̂ym
el-o-heem'
Plural of H433; gods in the ordinary sense; but specifically used (in the plural thus, especially with the article) of the supreme God; occasionally applied by way of deference to magistrates; and sometimes as a superlative: - angels, X exceeding, God (gods) (-dess, -ly), X (very) great, judges, X mighty.

H433
אלהּ אלוהּ
'ĕlôahh 'ĕlôahh
el-o'-ah, el-o'-ah
(The second form is rare); probably prolonged (emphatically) from H410; a deity or the deity: - God, god. See H430.

H410
אל
'êl
ale
Shortened from H352; strength; as adjective mighty; especially the Almighty (but used also of any deity): - God (god), X goodly, X great, idol, might (-y one), power, strong. Compare names in “-el.”

The whole population of Israel KNEW the mighty Creator

They grew up in the knowledge of YHVH is a unified unity ~ different powers working together as a unity

In their mindset they are used to this term
We are the heathens that are trying to learn the Hebrew language and the understanding; many do as I ~ using e – Sword

It is in this knowledge Aron is talking in
It is this knowledge the people has that Aron is talking to

BUT MAYBE

Aron did not speak as if this really was in his heart as if it was a fact
Maybe he used the term as a habit, maybe he did it on purpose

Because if it really was a heart matter for Aron, then~ The Almighty and heart issue, might been a TOTALLY different way the almighty YHVH would deal with Aron then~ maybe he wanted the people to use their eyes and actually see that this, and in heart to understand what they were doing

Idol worship

Which was what they lived in – the population of Egypt was exactly this, and furthermore they needed someone to talk their cause, Pharaoh called his magicians to talk his cause

Also Israel saw that Moses were talking to Pharaoh through Aron
Nothing were NEW to Israel, common and stocked traditions

The mighty creator of universe desire is mankind walks after what YHVH likes
NOT following man or a golden calf

Also today one there is shown a similar pattern, people’s desire to go and ask each other to talk the individual’s case

It is most pleasant for mankind to live in their tradition, if one has to step out of this comfort zone, first it requires a desire to see and understand how the situation for the individual, and then the question is
Is it REALLY a desire to change the situation of the exact moment?

Situation is not changed that much from then to now, maybe it is easy for me to read in Torah, and understand what Israel were doing by their claim at that time, but do I like to brake my habits and step out of my home made cozy little comfort zone myself?

And contact the mighty Yah

Or dance the golden calf dance to the tune of the world
Or do I like to contact a middleman?

Always a matter of choice

YHVH way or world way

Yay - I found birdcage!!

2011-01-09T09:13:00.000-08:00

This morning gave opportunity for family to gather around morning table
And refresh recently happenings

The open bird cage with the wonderful little swallow flying around our heads
What a magnificent and admirable little flyer the mighty one created there
I love that little one and its abilities in mowing in a gracious way, in the holy air

Husband noticed that at the time when the walls were all lined in bare Rockwool, the little flyer were not present, when husband added the inner walls, the swallow again performed pirouettes over our heads

Family was living in one end of house.
Ah – was one door remaining there out into the air. It was here our cat were howling as an owl – and when it wanted out, the cat – bette skid – were perfectly able to go out at the spot without door – a majesty, knows what a majesty wants.

Still husband is not totally finished his remolding house, last small details he is working on, everything is in his own tempo, and there are days he needs to slow down

Midst of an intensive learning, midst of a worldly education, house were transformed from point one through birdcage into what house are at this point
I tell ya, I was never bored!!

I would like to inform reader about a decision I made at the time I came to fait, I promised that house should only contain stuff which both husband and wife appreciated

First step of the conversion were the part of house where the 2 boys now are resident, a 60 m2 room that were divided into 2 rooms

Oi – one could get nightmare thinking how much stuff were squeezed into this part of house, if one accidently one reason or another entered, one had to back out same way when finished!!

Wife of house were a bit of a collector: “ahhh this thingo might get in handy one day, up in the piles here you go”

Husband and son were busy in a certain time!!
Lots were thrown out, trailers went to a place for sale, and money was meant for a people in need. Wow, and room were emptied, what a party!

It is not often house are able to gather in mornings. But this morning we made it. Oldest son brought new bread when he returned from work, fixed morning table, coffee were brewed, and eggs were boiled

Soft boiled eggs are not one of our fave dish, and in this egg cups were pissssst faded out from house and this was forgotten

During a lifetime one learn to improvise, and family had the eggs!

Earth is suffer of a global lukewarm trend – turning the poles and distracts the Gulf Stream - which is what kept mildness in area

2010-12-26T08:02:00.000-08:00

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In your selfishness and destructive ways you embarrass joy. Happiness flied, ran, slipped into emptiness. Where did you hide the word joy, did it ever be at range in your periphery, or did you erase it in your life, do you not accept others this very experience, or is it something you envy without ability into this yourself

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Egoism blocked the view
What did you see?
What did you try to see?
Did you ever turn your head?

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The short eyed range suited you extraordinary good
Are you veering sunglasses to be sure not to understand the light from eternity?
Little it seems, the hanger in the midst of the face, did it really become a blocker for the waves of light, a beauty for you to hang your ego of selfishness

Your attitude forcing you into a direction of dryness
Your feet tread the earth, step by step you move
And for each step the more dryness appears

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Life in itself is a movement, do you want to change route, or are you steadfast cherishing the way which do not contain life. Willpower are to be reprocessed, or are your life relaxed and stocked as a snapshot

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Little man, are your ears stuffed with wax, that you stopped listening to the whispering promise which is to hear all over the planet, sung out into air from even the tiniest bird. What is worth to hear tunes of padding your shoulders, in comforting and expressing your greatness? That you can mirror yourself into your own self pleasure
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As I dive into your bosom of love I discern and understands who I am

2010-12-12T13:25:00.000-08:00

Each day reveals a new position of the fragments in the universe. Each second is a new beginning of its precise moments

Knowledge, gathers knowledge, wisdom exposes wisdom

Information that is established from the very beginning appears as flowers of invisible truisms flying everywhere.

Ears be open to hear, eyes be open to see, mind be open to understand, it is just to tap in to which exist. Open the floodgates to the well which contains life of perpetual accuracy

Adam and Madam, you become determined to contradict egoism and selfish attitude – do not listen to the voice of HaSatan, enter a partnership with whom you once abandoned and forsook and you in haste neglected

Deeper into the universe of mind, structure are in nature deceived blindly by choice. Little man, jump stretch out and make a stand invite the word to influence your faith.

Mountains of struggles, mountains of invisible obstruction of hindrances that threading to suffocate faith - overwhelming impact – both hits from within – like fragments of shells like onion it fades out – vanish out into air – becomes history in your might

Like notes of dancing joy sparkles trough living air, in your strength I flow

A humble thanks is whispered through universe

2010-11-28T07:38:00.000-08:00

Life were given
Life were empowered
Life were shown
Life were to be thought
Life were to be taught
Life were to be learned

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Creation were given
Creation were empowered
Creation were shown
Creation were to be thought
Creation were to be taught
Creation were to be learned

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Manual were given
Manual were empowered
Manual were shown
Manual were to be thought
Manual were to be taught
Manual were to be learned

Stiff necked we took for granted the life you generously so offered of mildness and graciousness invisible patience of power you awaited my readiness to know about you I yearn after you my desire my life my everything

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When my beloved, will creation be done
When will man be empowered with life
When will man show his life worthy
When will man be undressed his pride
When will man cloth himself in humility
When my beloved when is for you to know

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My beloved almighty, my creator my love my life, I will do what I am created to do walk under the sun, breathe your life, and talk your power of might into my everyday – and create in just the way you though me

Something happens

2010-11-08T10:36:00.000-08:00

Something happened

Sun is smiling a most brilliant smile. Rays of sun in obondance sparkles through air, and provides opportunities for smile in eye.

Something happened

A young girl living in a country far, far away, came. She was pregnant; this young girl came to a foreign country, another tongue. She came to give away her newborn child. She came to live in a house with the folks that promised to take care for her child, the child she carried under her heart.

Something happened

Air was cold, winter has arrived. Oh how beautiful air appears when sun is shining at such a winter day. White tiny lair appears on earth. Slippery carful steps from feet are advisable.

Something happened

The girl gave birth on hospital. She was not allowed to see her new born child. That was carefully restricted of nurse on hospital. The girl lived in a country where she might get killed being pregnant, without husband. She came feared for her life, she feared for her son’s life. She slipped, sneaked to a tiny gaze, she saw the child she gave life. And she calmed down.

Something happened

Sun is shining, wind is resting, even freeze the birds sing a note of admiring heard this wonderful day.

Each minute, something happens all over this global condemned earth. Life goes on. Disasters happen and nobody seems to notice. I came to visit a beautiful elderly lady this sunny day. She told me about her grandson, this was he that the young woman had to leave behind. She lived in a country where Torah is not counted for their rule.

Harm to the individual is what happens, when Torah is counted for nothing. Invisible wounds to the young girl, even the son later on went to visit her, as a grown man. Can I tell you, the grandmother indeed was proud of this young man, her grandson, he often visited her, and I was told?

Vews moments of gaze

2010-10-28T15:19:00.000-07:00

Grey, pearly gray tender and gentle
The mirror of the soul
Sirius your eyes so mildly

Yet sick oh so sick so very sick, troubled in breathing
And yet a little glimpse of a star is seen now and then

You lie there by the window
I enter the room as usual

You are breathing, coughing heavy breathing is heard
Face is narrow, corpus is to compare, and are your limbs

Each day I go to different homes
Each day I go to different people
Each day is a new day, a new situation

From the day I came to faith, I were in the hands of safety and powerful love
I was taken care for. Through time, different studies different works now nearly 6 years later, I am trained in – regarding the school I recently ended, and what the mighty creator has trained me same time, smiling the way only our creator can train one belonging in the arms of the mighty Yah.

From the day I came to faith I were given a huge, huge overwhelming compassion for people, smiling, and I mean, all people.

If someone enter and addresses people with respect, then respect is what is returned from the very same people, seems like a universal law. It is a privilege this work i am given.

As the first fragile days in faith have become time at a distance I learned a bit more about the beloved almighty creator, about the holy word, about people, I learned about us, I learned about myself. But yet I find I know very little.

Eyes the mirror of the soul!
Something happens when 2 people are looking into each other’s eyes. One day I was driving, on my way to work. Each day in a certain period I was meeting the very same man nearly the same area, him walking, and me in a car. Um, rephrasing, me singing screaming a joyful song on my way to work. One day speed was slow and I was trying to reach something that I dropped. Me leaning to the one side and looked up just the same time that the man was passing by, eyes meet eyes. After that day he began to nod a greeting.

It is fascinating how strong an impact to us an episode like this can be to the individual.

As were the today experience also an impressive moment. Even sick as he is, I made a mistake in something, and he was there with a word of courage to me. A remarkable man was able to do this considering he is in the situation as he is. Eye contact in this situation was an impressive moment today.

Live Let Light lead

2010-10-25T12:52:00.000-07:00

Sound of bare blank threatening to overtake the misty disordered this confused place. The end were present before the beginning became visible

Darkness surrounds my entire being
A dark magnifying glass attacking
Puffed up spreads coagulating
Like a ship on a stormy ocean without helmsman you left me Alone

At a distance
A glimpse of note I saw
Assumed the note was fragile tune

I saw, and I noticed, I glanced, yearning the attractiveness

I felt the heat from the light I saw
Reached after the affection

Did I dare?
Wanted to run away
Can I hide, is there a veil is there a cover distance, distance, distance can I run do I dare?

Is there an ocean to dive, is there a planet to conquer
Another universe even, but is it what I really want?

Cold faded out of sight and became warm, darkness disappeared and became light

Remembering my dead man walk from the past

The scares from the wilderness I lived in, the walls with bricks of cement, the heavy the burden that weigh down the shoulders to the ground, hart as dark as no one can imagine.

Your light burned away the dark
Your love brought peace into heart
Your power brought strength to my soul
Your word whispers healing into my entire being

I yearn, I long my love my life my desire you are the one that can satisfy my hunger.

Sun over Adam

2010-10-24T08:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, a fragment from the time without end
a certain moment, where all planets and stars each and all in its specified, definite position

This day
this fragment
those positions

all, something that has been
for never to be experienced again
memories of this exact moment is memorized in mind
a fragment, a souvenir, an aroma of a teaching

an experience to stabilize and draw out from the depth of the inner hard disk

As a flavor from everyday, a wisdom of tomorrow
A position of the entire star fleet is not in vain

The rainbow is seen in universe, through a drop of water that materializes on the cheek of the celestial arch

In the colors, a hazy restful atmosphere appears, eternity shows its sovereignty in its comprehensiveness. The place without bitterness draws the line of being

Pro 2:11 Discretion shall preserve thee, understanding shall keep thee:

An idea crossed mind!!

2010-10-14T10:06:00.000-07:00

I adore to use words, I typos a lot. I began to wonder.
Where, when and who made the written word?

Google is – apologize Google – incorrect in this matter. My question reaches after the Torah.

Universe is spoken!

Gen 1:3 And God said, Let there be light: and there was light.

Where is the written letter to be found first time in Torah? I found the answers pretty fast,

But! It was in the Danish Bible!!

I know nothing much about the beautiful Hebrew language. And I decided to ask Jeff A. Benner in this matter. He is the expert,

http://www.ancient-hebrew.org/

He told the Hebrew word for mark was the same word as for letters. This was where the written letter was to be found first place.

Gen 4:15 And the LORD said unto him, Therefore whosoever slayeth Cain, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold. And the LORD set a mark upon Cain, lest any finding him should kill him.

Was not the answer I really liked to hear, coz as written in headline, I had an idea.

I save my idea here on the place I usually type blog spots, and therefore now then I was around topic.

My claim is out of knowing:

We are to live Torah that is how we are to teach our children. The child I gave birth is learning out of my behavior. What I do will the child reflect in the behavior the child performs during it’s the everyday.

The mighty HaShem were to teach the child about the pleasure in being a couple, mankind has from the very beginning a need in long lessons – the almighty had to create a lot of animals before Adam got the point.

Gen 2:19 And out of the ground the LORD God formed every beast of the field, and every fowl of the air; and brought them unto Adam to see what he would call them: and whatsoever Adam called every living creature, that was the name thereof.

Adam saw the Almighty YHVH create animals out of earth, and I assume, afterwards breathing life into nostrils

Notice in Gen 2:19 the little word: see
The mighty one: brought them unto Adam to

See

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ראה

râ'âh

raw-aw'

A primitive root; to see, literally or figuratively (in numerous applications, direct and implied, transitively, intransitively and causatively): - advise self, appear, approve, behold, X certainly, consider, discern, (make to) enjoy, have experience, gaze, take heed, X indeed, X joyfully, lo, look (on, one another, one on another, one upon another, out, up, upon), mark, meet, X be near, perceive, present, provide, regard, (have) respect, (fore-, cause to, let) see (-r, -m, one another), shew (self), X sight of others, (e-) spy, stare, X surely, X think, view, visions.

As mentioned before, little do I know about the Hebrew language, only this I know, the language is an action.

Adam formed with his hands – as he just saw the Father do – Adam formed letters out of earth, just imagine, Adam bowing for the mighty YHVH forming out of sand just as he saw, Adam reaching head looking to the Father for giving the letters life

This, I think would indeed please the Mighty YHVH to do.

That was my idea, just remember, idea is supported out of experience not from Scripture!

One day we are to explain!!!

2010-10-11T13:55:00.000-07:00

Lines of sadness has been drawn all over the face
Pain reflected the air; pain experienced during a lifetime is to be breathed in that living room

Voice of gentle, softness a tune is to be heard, Sirius influenced the present

“If the family did not have a goat, I would have died shortly after I entered the world”

His older sister drank the milk that rightfully belonged to him. She emptied the mother totally.

“World would have been better off without me breathing air.”

World thought him that there was no room for him here at all. Dry beatings were the dish of his every day.

A tear ran down a cheek, emotionally influenced the very moment. The father of the house were dictatorial, kids and mother were dominated, in a major degree.

“Mother did have one dress to wear every day; she had to wash it if we were visiting family”

“Father was able to use the money for himself, that indeed were no doubt about”

“When I eat, during dinnertime, I always drop something, glass; fork, son and grandson are making fun and says I am to sit in a pig farm”

His eyes began smiling. He urged me to understand it was jokes between the 3 of them. Glittering stars in eyes tells their own story.

A family that just wanted to be accepted because, they were, just them.

Leaf of richness, in color in life, autumn your beauty is not in vain, but a lesson for mankind that life is yet to come

2010-10-05T11:03:00.000-07:00

Autumn is whispering its coming
Pallet of magnificence has been used
Colors of extraordinary is shown in abundance

Leaves bring back to root your strength
Due summer you brought life to the tree
Faithfull little leave, caught the rays from above

Root of strength, root of life, preserve and protect
Season your richness is shown mankind for sure
breathe the beauty that is served in nature

Mind in hell. hell in mind

2010-10-02T13:20:00.000-07:00

My late father in law managed to convince me that the universe is created. The husband in house were born and raised in a very traditional Christian minded home.

In this time I came to know a girl that was not born and raised in Denmark. It is easy to create misunderstandings between people even born into the same tongue, and understandable when it misunderstandings between different languages.

I found a passage in Bible; I found a line, which made me think like:

“If someone does like –this- then there is no room for this one for the mighty creator”

I asked this person is that so
And I now know that the answer that was given, was the only possible answer that could be given

“If it is written In Bible, then it is like that” was the answer

At this very point I would like to draw forth few words

Stiff neck, pride, stubbornness, rebellion

Compared my understanding with the understanding, I did not ask anything else

Certainly not, why should I, if I do not understand, then it is certainly no reason to advertise something like a question that might indicate ignorance!!!!

I am raised in a home; faith, Bible, and talk about such were resting behind bars that were behind walls and locked up, it was an invisible forbidden issue. Only I knew about this was what was thought in school, and school thought a generally Christian thing here, only one other opportunity, which was hell.
I figured, the creator of universe did not have room for me after life, then I were doomed into a burning pit of fire, hell were in my conscience, in an eternity.

In the time after this, I prayed, ending out in feeling of horror, no I am not welcomed with the creator, only thing for me were tire in hell.

I will not try describing how it was, no reason, reader can easy imagine, it was not pleasant forecast at all.

Years went by

I had an experience, I came to faith. I began to serge truth in Bible, because it was obvious that the mighty one really did have room for someone like me.

Pack your gear, travel by Google and experience that hell was invented somewhere in the years between 1100 and 1400

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I have carried wounds; I have trapped myself into an invisible straitjacket of bondage, bondage stored in mind all lessons that stocked as was if mind were made out of gaffe tape, I caused myself unnecessary pain.

I mixed, interlaced, twisted, in whatever direction ever possible way the holy word and the worldly mind all together in a huge paradise of assumptions.

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How mighty is the creator, what a beautiful YAH we serve, he has been changing mind pattern from world, into Torah, YHVH has erased hell teachings from mind.

Small steps, lair after lair like onion it has been removed from my consciousness. Changing mindset is not what mankind does the best actually!

Grace and mercy has been overwhelming, YHVH is patience and has not given up on me.

Subconscious, a cup of cake

2010-09-30T05:58:00.000-07:00

Eze 36:26 a new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you a heart of flesh.

Eze 36:27 And I will put my spirit within you, and cause you to walk in my statutes, and ye shall keep my judgments, and do them.

The foundation of attitude in the individual is grounded in the very crispy childhood.

Each of the jewels is given different gifts. We are blessed with life with a certain purpose.
It is the parents that are to allow the child to reflect these gifts.

Living in the wilderness, then again, how many parents actually know about this?

Worldly insecurity ruling home, it could be most easy to work against this. Working against the purpose of the creator is nothing that releases blessings.

I am a woman, I raised children living whiteout any knowledge in this very issue of importance. As am I raised in a home very similar, parents not having a desire to know about the almighty YHVH.

Cultivate or demolish

Blessing or curses

Out from what I choose I allow YHVH to either bless or curse

I decide which choices I make whilst walking through the life that is generously offered to me.

I learned that, if anything happens
I learned that, if I ask the mighty one something
I learned that, if I would like a change in a certain area

I dive into which hindrances there is in my inside. And by that I mean, in every aspects

In thoughts, in the use of the holy tool we are given; words, both the spoken as the written word. Behavior and in attitude; all different flavors of what I am.

What I allow myself to be.
Do I choose to walk in obedience, do I allow the gifts given of the YHVH shine forth, or do I choose the opposite.

Circles to find, understand and to brake of. Habits are to be acknowledged and to go against, that is also a choice.

Subconscious, is something to be aware of that can be the very issue if blessing or curse is the choice. Subconscious which is very first rooted in the mind of a child. If this is the drive in the everyday, that indeed can be either a “door closer or a door opener”

What are the thoughts, what is the behavior, what is the attitude towards the fetus, the very fruit of life, is it welcomed of father and mother, or is it not. That could be a critical matter for the child later on.

Rev 3:20 Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hears my voice, and opens the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.

Shalom

Shavua tov

2010-09-25T13:07:00.000-07:00

What a day. Overwhelming in each corner of the seconds that traveled into history

Day were especial, sun were smiling in a manner of warmth and beauty, oh what a sky, all wrapped in pastel

Shabbat indeed and shalom rested in heart
I asked even it was Shabbat and Sukkot, if it was ok to ask the mighty HaShem for a present this day, was my birthday. I asked to know the mighty one little more.

That was early morning!!

And then there were some reading. Mind was set for something else.

Few things were rumbling in the back of head, I wanted to type thoughts here on blog de la spot

But I needed this certain scripture to explain my point.

Reading scripture, reading scripture, here there I knew what book
Though e Sword installed, the language used there is a kind of word used today, and in times it is not an easy sword to handle, as the English – sigh, my grammar stinks, as does my spelling

As I knows that nothing happens by coincidence, I figured and told that if thoughts were not to be typed anywhere, then I needed help. Pronto the next chapter – there you go!!

Smiling and I were to read something else.

Suddenly I dived into something from few days ago, was some Hebrew words I was not able to figure out how to type

Suddenly they all appeared here on “words” I cried, tears running such a blessing, what a mighty YHVH we serve

Greetings were running to computer. Husband asked me to tell about my thoughts, husband is just about entering living the Torah, I was amazed.

I have to explain that my abilities to smell have never been present. Not the ugly once, nor were my nose to enjoy the beauty in perfume. At the time daughter were baby, I was never using the nose to figure out if a diaper were necessary, I had to use the eyes.

This evening dinner, husband is an excellent cook, I smelled the food, amazed, but did not really know.

Not yet

Husband smokes pipe. Right after dinner he went smoking, and afterwards entering room.

I was almost paralyzed; he sat there THAT long distance!! And I were able to smell the ugliness from the tobacco(am a x-smoker myself)

I had to cry again, mighty beloved beautiful
YHVH

YAH – I had to go put some perfume on my hand, I was “eating” the aroma with the nose, just enjoying what happened

As I write this, I am listening to a teaching in a pal room, kids singing a birthday song for me. Oh my beloved powerful one I give you thanks for your might and your beauty, in amazed awe.

This Shabbat, fading out with the most beautiful shalom in spirit

Thank you my beloved

Shema Yiesrael

2010-09-24T08:36:00.000-07:00

One of the most important commandments of Sukot relates to waving the Four Species (אַרְבַּעַת הַמִּינִים‎, arba’at haminim). The Four Species are:

Lulav (לוּלָב) – a ripe, green, closed frond from a date palm tree

Hadas (הֲדַס) – boughs with leaves from the myrtle tree

Arava (עֲרָבָה) – branches with leaves from the willow tree

Etrog (אֶתְרוֹג) – the fruit of a citron tree

Binding the Four Species symbolizes our desire to unite the four "types" of Jews in service of God. An allusion is made to whether or not the species have taste and/or smell, which correspond to Torah and good deeds. The symbolism is as follows:

• The lulav has taste but no smell, symbolizing those who study Torah but do not possess good deeds.

• The hadas has a good smell but no taste, symbolizing those who possess good deeds but do not study Torah.

• The arava has neither taste nor smell, symbolizing those who lack both Torah and good deeds.

• The etrog has both a good taste and a good smell, symbolizing those who have both Torah and good deeds.

AWE

2010-08-24T00:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday brought rain
Today reviles wavering branches
Trees are moving, each in its odd way

Never do they question each others differences
Nor do they try to reach to look alike the grass
Just wavering expressing muscular abilities

Autumn is about to release the summer of its duty
Soon the greenness will be withdrawn to maintain life through the dilemmas that might appear through winter

Forest or solitaire evergreen or the opposite, all obedient to the life they individual are given by the mighty one ruling universe, life itself

Variation of the color scale through universe all expressed in beauty, all in silence enduring what each season might bring just trusting the abilities of their creator

Water running through the sacred air, from above from beneath, from everywhere it is brought for growth, for expansion of strength of the very core

Lifestyle don’t cause yourself any damage in rushing through seasons, a season must have the time that a season requires, it is not for the tree nor for the grass to change

Lines in cambium cooperation through root and leaves are a necessity, root bring water leaves bring rays of sun, in wisdom it is all focused, no question mark is necessary

Where is rest to find

2010-08-18T04:53:00.000-07:00

Stormy waters, devastating forces -- thoughtful modes

Tearing apart the boat that is not -- ship without pilot

Birth without children -- child were is they parent

Worldwide solitude occupation -- spreading like Alexandrium

Soundless speakers -- who has the desire to listen

Nameless faces fades into mist -- film that became fatal

Darkness of destruction knocking -- capitulate my defense

Wavering joy storm faded of horizon
Graceful I was offered peace
Flourishing light appears, dark is no more
Embraced by life, bathing in acceptance
Dewdrops of love increases the joyfulness
Merciful empowered by the most high
Faithful my creator my life my YHVH

For ever and ever

How difficult can it BEE!!

2010-07-26T10:38:00.000-07:00

How difficult can it be!!
Compromise is something mighty YHVH do not accept
Something I know, entire Bible express that
Must bee that easy to avoid

Compromise caused a certain crucifixion , years ago

Joh 19:4 Pilate therefore went forth again, and saith unto them, Behold, I bring him forth to you, that ye may know that I find no fault in him.

Pilate talked to the man
And just to show the mop he had heard them, he ordered him to be scourged and mugged by the soldiers

Joh 19:5 then Jesus came forth, wearing the crown of thorns, and the purple robe. And Pilate saith unto them, Behold the man!

Yes, he even admired the attitude this man expressed in this very situation
And in the mind of Pilate he was still an innocent man

Joh 19:6 When the chief priests therefore and officers saw him, they cried out, saying, Crucify him, crucify him. Pilate saith unto them, Take ye him, and crucify him: for I find no fault in him.
Joh 19:7 The Jews answered him, We have a law, and by our law he ought to die, because he made himself the Son of God.
Joh 19:8 When Pilate therefore heard that saying, he was the more afraid;

P-man that was the law of the Roman Empire was told by the people that he had to obey the law they told him about

Hos 4:6 My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge; because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shall be no priest to me; seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I also will forget thy children.

Pilate did not know what the Jewish law spoke
He was afraid and he allowed the fear to influent him to go against his knowledge in the innocence of the man they craved the death of

Joh 19:9 And went again into the judgment hall, and saith unto Jesus, Whence art thou? But Jesus gave him no answer.
Joh 19:10 Then saith Pilate unto him, Speaks thou not unto me? Knows thou not that I have power to crucify thee, and have power to release thee?

Though he looked for a reason to be strong enough to go against majority, yea one can nearly hear a:”beg me, to show that I am in charge”

Nothing happens by accident

Joh 19:11 Jesus answered, Thou could have no power at all against me, except it was given thee from above: therefore he that delivered me unto thee hath the greater sin.

At this point Pilate had made up his mind. He would go against his own opinion, and follow what he was told of people in front of him.

Joh 19:13 When Pilate therefore heard that saying, he brought Jesus forth, and sat down in the judgment seat in a place that is called the Pavement, but in the Hebrew, Gabbatha.

He was to die, but P-man after all was a extremely cleaver
Man, he knew that he was different, he was not at all like the
Jewish in front him, he was especial

Joh 19:14 and it was the preparation of the Passover, and about the sixth hour: and he saith unto the Jews, Behold your King!

But the Jewish would not acknowledge there king

Joh 19:15 But they cried out, Away with him, away with him, crucify him. Pilate saith unto them, Shall I crucify your King? The chief priests answered, we have no king but Caesar.
Joh 19:16 Then delivered he him therefore unto them to be crucified. And they took Jesus, and led him away.

They were not able themselves; they wanted the Roman Empire to kill him

Joh 1:1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

They thought they could get rite of the law

Yesterday I was totally and extremely exhausted
Has been a long week with lots of work during week
I assumed, that was the reason, and did not even try to dive into any- ? About this
I was exhausted in a degree or way, that I did not experienced before. Computer on, e-sword running pal open, wanted to write something, but no topic appeared

I was exhausted, but managed to persuade feet to go to the room with laundry now and then – and no topic in horizon! On Pal suddenly I was invited into a room I am not often allowed to enter. It was a powerful room and I managed to stay awake until time for hitting dreaming country.

This morning, sleeping way longer time than usual I remembered how yesterday evening was.

I cried for strength to go through work this day. Several times, different ways
Suddenly I had a glimpse of this in head:

During work few days ago, I went to this house. The mother to the one that needed assistance came when finished. Here is something to drink. That was homemade fruit drink. She was sweet, I was thirsty, and I drank. It was a sweet drink, sweeter than I really prefer. I told her it was sweet, and she said “it was fake sugar, and then it makes it legal”

I managed no comment on that one. And as I already consumed half the glass I finished it.

At this point I like express my opinion about fake sugar.

Shortly expressed; it is manmade!!

I came to the house again. And I thought, I drank last time, and she is a sweet lady….and I drank. As did I next time, and that time was Sunday.
I swallowed the first compromise; the next will be larger and more and more easy to swallow

That indeed is exactly how easy it can be!!

YEHAAA I nearly flew to work, singing and strengthen, joyful.

What is a wave?

2010-07-18T06:53:00.000-07:00

Light and colors are mentioned, are waves

Radio, electromagnetic radiation, waves

Oh music – oh music
How beautiful a sound, guitar saxophone keyboard available
Oh and the huge sound of a drum
Monotonous rhythm

People in Denmark, privileged beyond imagination

Phone doctor
Phone government
Phone …..
Shops
Doctors place  music for the waiting patients
List I dare say, is long

Waiting tune

Waves spread through air
Right into ears

Obvious mind has to be occupied

I like music myself. But I like the ability I am given from my mighty YHVH
I like to choose the when where and what kind of music that I allow to enter the fragile ears that is

The handy mobile phone
Often used and as far as I know no limitation in the age

Psychology teaches that if a lie is heard often enough, eventually it will appear in mind of man as a truth

Small Question appears on the horizon of the dawning mind
What about the commercials that runs in betweens

Oh my money, money, money must be funny sang Abba years ago!

1Jn 5:4 For whatsoever is born of God overcometh the world: and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith.
Television when altar of house is on, when is it not, who can then turn eyes awaywhat to hear, what can the antenna behind an ear catch

Gal 3:2 This only would I learn of you, Received ye the Spirit by the works of the law, or by the hearing of faith

Waves of wavering faith

Mind is to be compared with a destructive killing field
Waves right from ear into brain

Alpha
Beta
Theta
Delta
Delta

Mind in function is
Waves

I choose to end my typering waves here

Just I ask of you
Allow mind to circle to the photo of affects in water

With the question
What effect has waves between each other?

What is a wave?

2010-07-18T03:48:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time!

There was a commercial running in Denmark that told
“Do what you are good at, and let us do what we are good at”
Was it about money in one way or another?
I don’t remember it, but the words
Words here I love
Do what you are good at

Very much not looking at the television
I have no idea if it is still going strong
Or

Do what you are good at
Yes I am so very good at keeping family occupied

Day was a beauty; drops of life were falling from above
Surface on water in the fountain became interfered
Husband is an excellent photographer
He had to supply the wife with exactly this

Waves influenced of waves

A water molecule consists of
Two hydrogen atoms and one oxygen atom

Ice
Steam
Water

Solid, drops of mist through air, drinkable and clear

All different forms
And yet the same

H2O

Made of an expert in the area
Actually THE expert in every area

Waves in sea
Nothing much water is moving
Just
Waves
Powerful
And in times more powerful

Water rolling
Over and over it expresses the power of our mighty one
Rolling and tells the story about cycles and eternity

And in a simple way I found that wave influent wave

Now and then I will return to the topic
Wave
Not many realizes where in universe waves are to be observed
And perhaps
Not many realizes that waves influents waves, and in which degree

Is time to dive into the power of
Waves in society
And society is in this association

Universe

Shalom

What is a wave?

2010-07-18T03:44:00.000-07:00

Living 10 min from north sea
Beautiful created, mighty and powerful in appearance
Only fools do not show fear

Vacuum cleaner vacation!

2010-07-11T08:55:00.000-07:00

Disaster, major catastrophe
Oh dear

Day was hot!! Even driving with windows open
Car was extremely hot

I made this deal with Lone
Each time passing by this place………
Ice cream

Oh my
Ordering ice cream, ice balls
Just mentioned the different flavors

Oi oi oi, it became an ice cream at the size about Mount Everest!!!
How should I know when I mentioned one flavor, the shop doubled up, and 2 of each!!

My hair is long
Even with scarf, I wear it all my hours when I am awake
Car was hot, window was open
Hair was flying all over, and especially into the ice
When a car is hot, ice cream melt pretty fast I tell ya!
I made up mind, if this ice cream will bee all around the car
Sigh, husband is not that pleased in cleaning car!!
I stopped grabbed towel from back seat, jumped out of the car
Dancing listening to Paul Wilbur, watching political correct Denmark passing by, and poor Denmark there is a certain Viking that can bee bit of a challenge for even the broadest minded native!

I was on my way home. I went to visit my mother this day.

This was the day I expressed in, I admit, rather impressive loudness and colorful in my choice of words, how the Hebrew language was more than an just words to read it is an

Action

Exo 20:12 Honour thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee.

The mother has not been a mother that had been running down the doors at her children’s houses. Nor did this Viking go that much to visit the mother, half an hour away.

A year ago husband was in the midst of remolding the house. And my mother did not yet see what was changed.

I was astonished when, she would like to go and see house ….one day
And that day became very same day

This day

It was a very short visit; the mother is at an age and in a condition that she cannot afford to do so.

But she saw the house. And family became aware in how the Torah was supposed to bee understood

Smiling, and the youngest son finished the laundry when I came home after finishing cream Everest!

A line between yesterday and today

2010-07-11T03:57:00.000-07:00

A study has ended
And a new has begun

Time was 16:35, at 23 11 2004. It is a point that indicated a change
From that day I brought my Bible with me

I was born in a home without any connection to any denomination
Church was for baptism marriage, and funerals. We very political correct family. A home with lots of parties and celebrations, I t was much more acceptable to drink a bottle of vodka than own a Bible. Is it appropriate point to mention that I always do/have done the best I was able, both the correctness and the drunkenness.

Time was 16:35, at 23 11 2004. It is a point that indicated a change

Something happened. During the years after, bit by bit I was to understand what really happened.

3 different studies, about 7 different works, during time after, only once I expressed in words what happened.

It was in the written word, and I think it was a novel at about 9 chapters. Written to someone I respect deeply. The very same, that besides teaching me the fully understanding in the word respect, also thought me the understanding in friendship.

Exo 33:11 and YHVH spoke unto Moses face to face, as a man speaks unto his friend. And he turned again into the camp: but his servant Joshua, the son of Nun, a young man, departed not out of the tabernacle.

A study has ended. Yesterday someone I came to know expressed his prayer. That was the exact time I fully understood what happened, that day 1000 years ago, so much happened during those 6 years. Oh my.

A study has ended, and that was yesterday.And a new has begun, that is today. This morning I woke up. So much stronger compared with yesterday.

I am a spoiled brat actually. Is breathtaking to look back, back at the time before my beloved almighty YHVH and the – whoa – time after, the time I walked in faith.

Through different jewels I was thought different teachings.
Unsecure, minus self-esteem and ditto self confidence has been replaced with power and faith, confidence in the abilities of mighty YHVH

Mankind, it is not about what the creator can do for you
What am I prepared to do for the creator

From the first day, the ability to be afraid and to be angry has been removed from me. The tremendous depression and sadness has, layer after layer been peeled off. Totally gone, gone for good. Left is the knowledge of being loved. What can I do but try to please and obey, my beloved almighty, my YHVH

Someone has done a lot of prayer. An obedient child of the mighty YHVH has done a lot of talking to the creator.

And a new has begun. Beloved, mighty creator, allow me the strength to show me worthy to the trust you showed me

Rays of blessings

2010-07-09T07:34:00.000-07:00

Hindrances of imaginary bricks tries to destroy the horizon
Captivating buildings surrounds the natives
Brake off the hindrance, bee free, became an alien

Talkative alliances
Polished in politeness
Action leads into freedom

Freedom is feared as was it a weapon of mass destruction
A subject to discus – so pleasant oh so pleasant a conversation

Fit in
Fit in

Be an us
That is nice
Let us imitate each other dive into the rubbish of polite destruction

Make a stand
Take a stand
Use a will

No one can walk feet in camp division

Go against the majority
And a tale wind of blessings are created

Words mighty and powerful
Weapon is given
Child of YAH
Use it as supposed
Be the creator of your life
Obedience the spice in blessing

Arrows of creations into your life
The word is to decide blessing or not

An umbrella of power keeps away the curse
C that umbrella belongs to Adonai
Under that I wanna walk that is for sure

Boundary be gone
In obedience the creator is without limitation

What is a wave?

2010-07-07T02:30:00.000-07:00

For some time I have been paying attention into waves, and I want to share some of what I find in this beautiful and deeply fascinating topic

Colors are children of light
Light is the mother of all colors

I found the lines written above and they fascinated me as well
I found that they deserved to be written at this very spot

The different colors each have their own nature, language and characteristics. They give and take from each other

Colors seem never entirely to themselves. They are always influenced by the surroundings resulting in tensions, harmonies or disharmonies. Colors have charisma, both physiologically and psychologically.

These lines are not written as I usually write, they are translated, and all were they Danish words, waves toned forth from internet. Smiling and more are to come.

Subjective color tones
A concept which deals with various of individuals very different perception of harmonious color tones.

We all have intrinsic colors that reflected the colors we have and it is through these colors that we perceive other colors.

This is a concept that is in how we are attracted to each other, as it is how man dislikes another fellow being.

We do not see all the same tension, harmonies and disharmonies, colors give away.

Nor do we all discern what we meet in another fellow being

An invisible line between behavior and color
How beautiful and mighty the creator

Colors in Physics - The subtractive color formation

Way ago at school – oh my Newton we go
(SIGH – but back then it was Danish)

1676 was the year he proved that each color was in the light
Look the rays of sun part through a prism
An addition of all the colors gives us the sun light

Wavering light of beauty, through air the secrets are shown, little man pay attention, pay attention

Light waves your colors are dancing whispering secrets of love

Waves of light is without color – first when the light hits matter then oh my the Mysterious gorgeousness are shown

Hold a cucumber in the sun
All the colors of light hits the cucumber
The cucumber contain molecules that absorbs all the colors

BESIDES THE GREEN THAT WILL BE REFLECTED TO THE EYE OF THE MAN
The cucumber appears for man in a robe of greenness

At this point I will not dive more into either color or psychology

But I would like the reader to think about this:

Gen 37:3

(Dansk) Israel elskede Josef fremfor alle sine andre Sønner, fordi han var hans Alderdoms Søn, og han lod gøre en fodsid Kjortel med Ærmer til ham.

(HOT+) וישׂראלH3478 אהבH157 אתH853 יוסףH3130 מכלH3605 בניוH1121 כיH3588 בןH1121 זקניםH2208 הואH1931 לו ועשׂהH6213 לו כתנתH3801 פסים׃H6446

(KJV) Now Israel loved Joseph more than all his children, because he was the son of his old age: and he made him a coat of many colours.

(KJV+) Now IsraelH3478 lovedH157 (H853) JosephH3130 more than allH4480 H3605 his children,H1121 becauseH3588 heH1931 was the sonH1121 of his old age:H2208 and he madeH6213 him a coatH3801 of many colours.H6446

H6446
פּס
pas
pas
From H6461; properly the palm (of the hand) or sole (of the foot), (compare H6447); by implication (plural) a long and sleeved tunic (perhaps simply a wide one; from the original sense of the root, that is, of many breadths): - (divers) colours.

H6461
פּסס
pâsas
paw-sas'
A primitive root; probably to disperse, that is, (intransitively) disappear: - cease.

H6447
פּס
pas
pas
(Chaldee); from a root corresponding to H6461; to palm (of the hand, as being spread out): - part.

Pro 8:35 For whoso findeth me findeth life, and shall obtain favour of the LORD.

2010-07-02T12:05:00.000-07:00

Pro 8:17 I love them that love me; and those that seek me early shall find me.

Whatever that is invented
What that can be used
A mistreating can be done as well

Pro 8:4 Unto you, O men, I call; and my voice is to the sons of man.

Whatever that has been thought
Can be turned to the mistreating of its purpose

Pro 8:5 O ye simple, understand wisdom: and, ye fools, be ye of an understanding heart.

Whatever bridge that is built
Time can wore down even stability

Pro 8:8 All the words of my mouth are in righteousness; there is nothing froward or perverse in them.

Whatever word that is made for good
Can by the hands of man be twisted
To the exact and the opposite

Pro 8:10 Receive my instruction, and not silver; and knowledge rather than choice gold.

Is a yes a yes, is a no a no, did they become a maybe
Is a promise a promise or did it vanish into the ocean

Pro 8:13 The fear of the LORD is to hate evil: pride, and arrogancy, and the evil way, and the froward mouth, do I hate.

Day were made for joy, for the purpose of amuse and shalom
Mankind eternity is brought out of range of your destructiveness

Pro 8:21 That I may cause those that love me to inherit substance; and I will fill their treasures

What makes a friend a friend, what makes a promise a promise
What was the word what was the thought were is the deed

Pro 8:32 Now therefore hearken unto me, O ye children: for blessed are they that keep my ways.

Pain, pain, from the top of the day, here and there, or was it everywhere
Each needle of pain, each wrapped in forgiveness, all erased and drowned in the depth of time without end

Pro 8:34 Blessed is the man that heareth me, watching daily at my gates, waiting at the posts of my doors.

"Brain storm"

2010-07-02T01:12:00.000-07:00

Someone mentioned this to me in a conversation: “Saying one thing and doing something else”

And I mind dives into this. Hmm and where to begin…….

The day I came to faith, I promised to be honest. There in the fragile first time I had no problems with that. What was most difficult was the honesty to ME. See that took some practice in diving into the depth of my inside and dig forth the sincere and honest opinion in a certain matter (actually, I was not clear in which of the words that was correct to use, smiling, and I thought what the heck, why not both, by now folks are used to my way of mistreating the English language.)

The easy way for mankind is to jump into using the words that is “suitable” for worldly ears. Some practice and what before was unnatural became natural to me.

Now and then I mention this
Man cannot non communicate, sounds like and expensive sentence, but actually rather simple using a tool one puts on own the signature when using, smiling, no matter what people do one use something on HIS earth, breathing air for one example.
When one communicates a message one has to get few things in line;
Tone in voice, the actual speed in the talk, the heart, the eyes, then and only then the message will be received and counted as trustworthy of the one that listener.

If messenger acts with different mixing in the “broadcast” of signals, it creates noise for the receiver. The receiver of message has two options; play along and”buy message” or pretend to do so.

One can choose to act when observing dissonance somewhere – or one can choose not to, all a matter of choice.

During the work (practice during my recently ended study) in with the people diagnostic with dementia I saw how sensitive they are in this matter. Small fragments of differentness could cause violent behavior from the dementia which one working such place really don’t want, because that would spread like fire in dry, dry grass. One of the people working there told me

Observed episodes fascinated me. Here is one:

Lady Maggi sits in a corner on a chair, one of her favorite spots. Sitting with a huge doll on her lap, I was catching fragments of the conversation

Lady Maggi: “I used to ride the bike.”
Her answer for doll: “Me too”
Lady Maggi:”oh, you like to ride the bike too. I don’t anymore, I became scared”
Her answer for the doll: “I too became scared”
Lady Maggi:”we have to be careful near the stream”

And the doll agreed. Two family members, that day the doll were a great grandchild, the day after a priest’s sermon she was niece to him.

The leader arrived scenario. And she asked something I did not hear.
And Lady Maggi answered. Suddenly the old lady asked the leader: “Did you buy the doll, and where did you buy her”?

The leader left and I found an errand near her and the doll was again the sweet child of the family in her awareness.

Wow, that fascinated me totally. Human brain was able to swish between believing those two points in a split second. And later she would refer to the visit, maybe a bit worried the sweet girl did not talk that much, or maybe even mention that it was too bad that the little girl did not see that well.

In times I can’t help to think, the people that glance in fascination to the stars, even looking after visitors from outer space (in this occasion I will not mention my knowledge in the abilities of thoughts and words used of man) – how boring those stars must be compared the mysteries that is hidden in the brain of an old lady.

When remembering that doctors comparing the people diagnosed with dementia with children. People growing younger and younger one can say.

And people of the world, focus how we teach our children. I write: we, I know what I thought the older children in this house. I was brought up that this was the only way; I just passed my knowledge on the next generation.

Now I am fighting to down tune the knowledge I brought them, bringing them a replacement.

How

Only one way that I know of
Showing by doing

Allow his light to shine and empower the change

Only thing I can
Is: to trust he is able

!!Good morning planet earth, but then again, which wanna wake up when one can sleep walk through wilderness!!

2010-06-30T08:32:00.000-07:00

Letters arranged in a certain order
Powerlessness
What can I do, what can you do, what can we do

what do we like to do when it matters, I dare ask

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kVz6d24Q52c

Recipe is clear
From the very beginning
Nothing is hidden

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E63AKJpa1Tk

Dig forth, dig forth
All in front of your eyes
The sound of the truth thundering

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VaTq_Q2X6tk&NR=1

The flower of truth, who indeed do it need

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4wD5fet_n0&feature=related

Admirable embraceable
Swallowed smooth
Reliable lie ease to the world

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TcVu4oPR39I&NR=1

Exo 34:10 And he said, Behold, I make a covenant: before all thy people I will do marvels, such as have not been done in all the earth, nor in any nation: and all the people among which thou art shall see the work of the

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OgjxY6PQJvA&feature=related

Num 6:23 Speak unto Aaron and unto his sons, saying, On this wise ye shall bless the children of Israel, saying unto them,
Num 6:24 The LORD bless thee, and keep thee:
Num 6:25 The LORD make his face shine upon thee, and be gracious unto thee:
Num 6:26 The LORD lift up his countenance upon thee, and give thee peace.
Num 6:27 And they shall put my name upon the children of Israel; and I will bless them.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvc0-nxpoSE&feature=related

Gen 12:2 And I will make of thee a great nation, and I will bless thee, and make thy name great; and thou shalt be a blessing:
Gen 12:3 And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed.

wise Clock wise

2010-06-30T02:55:00.000-07:00

Poor researchers
Science is not able to figure out the first thought in universe
Their mind pattern allows them to ask how life began, out of no life

Again poor people
Little do they know that everything in universe is

Life

Mmmm here is one. I think that has amused my beloved mighty one
“90% of universe is invisible”

Limit of universe little man, is not beyond the rays of sun
But much closer
Only limit is in
Mind of man

Smiling, maybe they don’t know the creator
YAY and WOW ,, this is amazing

Headline says:
Missing matter
Gravity is the reason that moon remains on course around earth

But something is not correct

There are not enough planets and stars to hold galaxies together
They should all dissolve  but they don’t
Therefore there must be something more out there

Aha wisdom flows to scientists, they conclude something is wrong

Something interested me though

The haste of universe has speeded up
Which is the very reason for mankind has done exactly this
The speed of universe influence on the people living on earth

This is a generation that has allowed time to influence in their everyday
Mankind has chained himself with the clock, both literal and mental

There are people that do not know that, mankind are given a choice
Choose life, choose death
Choose blessing, choose curse

Ecc 1:2 Vanity of vanities, saith the Preacher, vanity of vanities; all is vanity.

By the way here is the choice given to mankind

Gen 2:17 But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shall not eat of it: for in the day that thou eat thereof thou shall surely die.

I did not find the information I was searching at this moment
But the headline in article “many dimensions”
Leaving me with the thought
The universe in the universe

Shalom day

What is friendship?

2010-06-29T01:13:00.000-07:00

Moving out of the realm of insecurity
Mountains, Mount Everest in the form of plurality of confusions has been erased

Has heard: “It takes iron to cut iron”
Sorry guys, may be your ways

But my father’s children are definitely extraordinary NOT iron
But jewels indeed
Therefore; “It takes a diamond to cut a diamond”

I am a simple girl, little grain of sand, and as such it can be rather difficult to mingle with his diamonds in a carat that can make this Viking totally dizzy

There are some advantages though. They are flowing at the wings of wisdom
One might be able to learn a thing or two

YHVH thought me through the jewels he let me to

I have been a spoiled brat. I know that
How can one express the gratitude for being loved?

I know one thing i like to be
Obedient to his word only
To do the work he has for me

Has not been easy, smiling
What I mean is that, slow stiff necked had to go round mountain many times before I saw what was obvious

Whole life is a teaching
All people are each other’s teachers
The walk from Egypt through wilderness to the Promised Land

Someone thought the depth of the circle of always looking to YHWH

Not depending on the strength of people
Not depending in the strength of myself

Teaching me how to find the secrets in Torah
Teaching me how to love finding the secrets in Torah
Teaching me the depth in the circle of the word respect

Knowledge is responsibility
Responsibility to use the knowledge

My hope is that one day I am able to show myself worthy
For the wisdom that has been offered this grain of coal dust

And use it for exact the purpose and timing wherever YHVH whants me to

Then again, what was his doubt I vonder!!

2010-06-27T06:36:00.000-07:00

A question from someone that declares that the word has erased the word. The question is: “can you explain those scriptures”:

2 Corinthians 3:3 Forasmuch as ye are manifestly declared to be the epistle of Christ ministered by us, written not with ink, but with the Spirit of the living God; not in tables of stone, but in fleshy tables of the heart.

2 Corinthians 3:4 And such trust have we through Christ to God-ward: At first I read the entire chapter.

The former Saul, a Jewish man now with the name Paul

(Act 13:9 Then Saul, (who also is called Paul,) filled with the Holy Ghost, set his eyes on him,)

Is writing a letter to a congregation in Corinth
It is a man that uses this about himself:

keleuō
kel-yoo'-o
From a primary word κέλλω kellō (to urge on); “hail”; to incite by word, that is, order: - bid, (at, give) command (-ment).(which is found in 1 Corinthians 1)
Well, I read the chapter.

2Co 1:12 For our rejoicing is this, the testimony of our conscience, that in simplicity and godly sincerity, not with fleshly wisdom, but by the grace of God, we have had our conversation in the world, and more abundantly to you-ward.

Should be clear for the reader at this time, the writer is a Jewish man, writing out form a Jewish perspective, with a Jewish mind pattern.
Also clear why he is writing:

2Co 2:9 For to this end also did I write, that I might know the proof of you, whether ye are obedient in all things.

An obedient Jew are writing to a congregation to make sure that the congregation also will be obedient

2Co 2:12 Furthermore, when I came to Troas to preach Christ's gospel, and a door was opened unto me of the Lord,

The time is just about when there was a certain crucifixion of a certain Yeshua then again what was the message then

Deu 11:27 A blessing, if ye obey the commandments of the LORD your God, which I command you this day:
Deu 11:28 And a curse, if ye will not obey the commandments of the LORD your God, but turn aside out of the way which I command you this day, to go after other gods, which ye have not known.
Deu 30:20 That thou mayest love the LORD thy God, and that thou mayest obey his voice, and that thou mayest cleave unto him: for he is thy life, and the length of thy days: that thou mayest dwell in the land which the LORD sware unto thy fathers, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, to give them.

Knowing that obedience is important for the unchangeable one

Heb 13:8 Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and forever.

Back to the 2Co 3:2 Ye are our epistle written in our hearts, known and read of all men:

2Co 3:3 Forasmuch as ye are manifestly declared to be the epistle of Christ ministered by us, written not with ink, but with the Spirit of the living God; not in tables of stone, but in fleshy tables of the heart.

The Jewish man express that the reader is a written message. The word that is used is epistle

G1909
ἐπί
epi
ep-ee'
A primary preposition properly meaning superimposition (of time, place, order, etc.), as a relation of distribution [with the genitive case], that is, over, upon, etc.; of rest (with the dative case) at, on, etc.; of direction (with the accusative case) towards, upon, etc.: - about (the times), above, after, against, among, as long as (touching), at, beside, X have charge of, (be-, [where-]) fore, in (a place, as much as, the time of, -to), (because) of, (up-) on (behalf of) over, (by, for) the space of, through (-out), (un-) to (-ward), with. In compounds it retains essentially the same import, at, upon, etc. (literally or figuratively).

A Jewish man is writing in Hebrew manner and out from a Jewish mindset. Prove out of behavior what is in the heartlet the light from the almighty be shownlive your faith, express what is told, and not do as Eve in the garden adding to the commandment from the creator

Gen 3:3 But of the fruit of the tree which is in the midst of the garden, God hath said, Ye shall not eat of it, neither shall ye touch it, lest ye die.

Mankind was told that eating would cause a reaction, the touching part is pure Eve. Yep, half a line and look what that cause the earth ever after.
Look in the mirror which is the Torah live what you see in the mirror show the light of the almighty creator of all living things the one which is the same yesterday the past today the presence tomorrow which is lots of time

G4151
πνεῦμα
pneuma
pnyoo'-mah
From G4154; a current of air, that is, breath (blast) or a breeze; by analogy or figuratively a spirit, that is, (human) the rational soul, (by implication) vital principle, mental disposition, etc., or (superhuman) an angel, daemon, or (divine) God, Christ’s spirit, the Holy spirit: - ghost, life, spirit (-ual, -ually), mind. Compare G5590.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pneuma

Back to the beginning, history of mankind
Torah and in

Gen 1:2 And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.

Is the Hebrew word about the very same to be found first time

H7307
רוּח
rûach
roo'-akh
From H7306; wind; by resemblance breath, that is, a sensible (or even violent) exhalation; figuratively life, anger, unsubstantiality; by extension a region of the sky; by resemblance spirit, but only of a rational being (including its expression and functions): - air, anger, blast, breath, X cool, courage, mind, X quarter, X side, spirit ([-ual]), tempest, X vain, ([whirl-]) wind (-y).

Eze 44:9 Thus saith the Lord GOD; No stranger, uncircumcised in heart, nor uncircumcised in flesh, shall enter into my sanctuary, of any stranger that is among the children of Israel.

Jazz Time!!

2010-06-26T11:14:00.000-07:00

What a beautiful day
Husband impressed me
Beyond imagination

This day we were out driving
2 boys was delivered at the huge bath top near by!

North Sea
And we noticed the beautiful shade it appeared in

We dropped the boys
SMILES
Parents was out alone 

This was the first opening day of a place
Each summer this cozy place opens
Few different dishes
NACHOS!!!

Morning, noon, evening, and night Nachos is always
Delicious

Oi, the entire day has been odd
The thought in the back of head that husband of house and I last week has begun a Torah study – I came to think while opening the eyes

But maybe more people were interested in learning the public secrets in Torah as well. I presented idea for husband later. While this, suddenly working situation crossed mind. And –wow- it hit me as a hammer inside, and told husband I was not sure I even dared to put words into this. “Give it a try” he said. Told him, maybe this was exact what my beloved wanted me to do.
Maybe this is the very reason why I was not to try to find any work. I asked if this is a fact, I need a certain sign.

Until that appears in horizon I will do nothing else than, pray. Smiling, harass my father Viking intent to!

Odd da day, I tell ya. And then arriving to the café. The woman opening this place is a school teacher, Danish is her class. I asked her if she liked to have huge challenge, and I asked her to bring her class a few of my writings.
She said yes, sure, no problem. Poor her, i asked how many, poor thing she said:"you will find out" during summer, woder if I can count them all..................................!

Returning home, telling husband how impressed I was he ordered tickets to a Jazz evening at this very place! ((Whispering, you really do not know that husband here)) And expressing that now was the problem, when was the last time that husband impressed me last time.

Not a year since. He said. Sigh. Huge sigh even. What did I forget? Texas he replayed. Brain had been washed since!! What happened in Texas? An attack from Texas was a tremendous impression in itself.

One evening during Sukkot, in mic, I was called to come forth,
Troy was standing there with husband. Troy told that husband had asked him to say the Rabbinical blessing over us.

As if husband has a habit in impressing his wife!! I remembered, moment was huge for me. Sigh, lousy wife me think. Husband standing there in front of all the people. People having us in focus, and he was the one that organized it, and wife allowed this to drown in all the impressions from Texas.

At the time we were married, was in a governments house, and it was not a priest that married us. Husband told that he has been kind of worried if that actually was a marriage at all then.

Hmm a Rabbinical blessing, spoken out in air 26 years after, smiling, and I always thought I was the slow one!!

Shalom Bee the day

2010-06-25T05:42:00.001-07:00

Words are to bee written
Words are to b understood

There is and understanding of a letter
Add one more and the flavor is different

As one includes flavors
As one suddenly R 2 see

Wao possibilities that before were
Beyond imagination
Suddenly simplifications through air

Read the Bible once
And clear it is
Read it even and simple it became
Read it even and suddenly simplicity became complexity
Do you dare, do you read again and complex vanished

Truth upon truth
More and more
What yesterday was seen
Did it become different than truth

Is what was understood just a misunderstanding
How do I dare write, tomorrow might b found differentials
That creates misunderstandings for him and her for those or them

My wisdom were tremendous and huge
From earth from world that generous so delivered
As mist and dizzy confusion are leaving
And word of life instead are given

I surely understand the beauty in silence are given

What was up became down
What was down became the top
What was learned has to be unlearned

As a mixing mixture back and forth
Clearness clears out the infected

Well known secrets appears

Pro 23:11 For their redeemer is mighty; he shall plead their cause with thee.

2010-06-23T15:38:00.000-07:00

I was out, wheeling of some madness!!
Oh – that much madness, yet not having the ability to be mad.

Confession, stiff necked Viking agued with her creator!

Commercial had a line running at the time I still saw television
Said:”Do whatever your good at that is what we do”

I am good in arguing!
Probably something annoying!!

I am to wait.
Yes trust my almighty
But – trust the almighty and wait!!

Sigh my favorite movie was in my movie carrier
Action!!!!

I am very much not used to
Nothing

I have a thought, and then action
Just sit down doing just about nothing
Waiting rolling tombs

Someone suggested recently earning money on my blog posting writings!
Out on bike wheeling off the stiff neck attitude
I got myself a “Daim route” HA! I like ice cream
Consider this my first commercial.

Husband was at his sisters’ place
Helping in something
Caught them coffee drinking I did, did I, HA!

The talk was into lots of topics
Like conversations often are

This was my first opportunity to express my faith for that part of family.
November 23. 2005 at 16:35

From that day on I did always bring a Bible wherever I went
In one form or another, English, Danish, talking ya I got even a Hebrew Torah I leave playing in times, that is powerful fuel for spirit.

Oi and a100 years later! – Now I am here. Lots has happen since, lots of different works, lots few different schools. Actually, lots of teaching for a simple girl.

And now
Am gonna obey
My beloved mighty one
And wait, trust his power in he is able

Color of an imaginary impression

2010-06-22T11:06:00.000-07:00

From a bygone area in time
From a time when the talk was about global warming
Little did mankind know, that life is all in the mind……..

It is the place where fear is created
I mentioned something about waves and how they develop
Mind function is waves, when mind waves transfers the fear through air, and same time the waves of fear is transferred into wordsand that is too waves in the holy air.

Simple and complex the human mind is but how can it be anything else, after all we are made of an expert

I went to a girl from study this day, on my way out of her place, I asked her about a topic.

She said:”why is it that some people find they are allowed to treat others like as they are no good”

We were at the same place during our last practice. We had different people that guided us during these days.

The student is to learn and in a certain degree do as the one guide tells to do.

During this time we had some talking about the circles in this exact topic.

One circle is respect. Or missing of the very same. And if that is a fact, then it is lack of respect for one self.

And then again, if that is a fact, it is most often connected to low self esteem
My beloved almighty has given me a voyage through my mind

One day in a room at pal talk someone had a word for me from the Creator
I was told that the areas that before were hidden for me, would be visible.

I began to see his wonderful circles, here and there and …
In a way, I am allowed to see the circle around people.
Psychology teaches that lies told of the enough, in due time will appear in mind of man as a factanyone ever wondered why there was that much money in commercials?

Mankind is given a weapon to fight lies
http://www.blueletterbible.org/search.cfm

Leading up the truth will automatically do that
People will remove their bondage
Coming to faith, is in general a spiral of entering light same time, as removing the waste that has been build up in the time before.

Unlearning worldly stuff isgoing in the opposite direction. Repent the teaching of the world.

From the very first beginning, it is a matter of will. Will power. Am I willing to allow my creator to be the will in my lifedo I like to do as scripture teaches me? Or do I just want to obey – let’s say – few parts from the holy wordor even do I rather like to add MY opinion to the supreme ultimate one and only, YHAH

Through his word, walking in his light, removing bondage, one eventually, no matter how low self esteem, turn it to the direct upper site. From low to high, and I know first of all, it is a process in itself, and over a certain time, but ALWAYS, is it something I really want, or do I like to stay in the usual comfort zone and, think as usual?

We are not promised easy. We are told one thing only to do
Obey

Life is in the wave
http://www.causeof.org/brainwaves.htm
Or, life is in the invisible sphere

Mat 16:19 And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.

Rev 3:19 As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent.

2010-06-21T21:44:00.000-07:00

Soon I finish the school I am about to take new step
Step into newness, into an area unknown

What am I to do?
What do you have for me my beloved mighty one

I decided to go to scripture

Isa 55:11 So shall my word be that goes forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.

Exo 4:2 And the LORD said unto him, what is that in your hand? And he said a rod.

A rod in Hebrew is a sigh on strength
Moses was to use his strength – and trust the mighty one to act

The creator is life, the creator is POWER
Adam was created in the image of Elshaddai
I am a descendant that is created in the image of the mighty YHVH
Adam was from birth given abilities as the father
And I am an offspring of Him

I may be a woman, and I may not have a rod in my hand
But I am given power of Him to stand in faith, and trust Him to act

I am to use the power I am given

A little smile, and so I for sure intent to do so

Joh 14:13 and whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.

At this time I know it is not as much which name I use
More like in HOW it is asked

I enter the throne of compassion in humble steps

And

1Sa 1:10 And she was in bitterness of soul, and prayed unto the LORD, and wept sore.

From the depth of my inner being to express my needs

Joe 2:12 Therefore also now, said the LORD, turn ye even to me with all your heart, and with fasting, and with weeping, and with mourning:

And I began a fast
In the usual accurate and planned manner that only I can do

Sigh

Jumping out into it
And did I even think in the
How long should this fast bee

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My entire life looks like an improvisation!!
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The mountain in Torah is expressing something that is hidden

Deu 1:20 And I said unto you, Ye are come unto the mountain of the Amorites, which the LORD our God doth give unto us.
Deu 1:21 Behold, the LORD thy God hath set the land before thee: go up and possess it, as the LORD God of thy fathers hath said unto thee; fear not, neither be discouraged.

My beloved, my mighty one, you are with me, I ask you to fight my battle

2Ch 32:8 With him is an arm of flesh; but with us is the LORD our God to help us, and to fight our battles. And the people rested themselves upon the words of Hezekiah king of Judah.

Mat 21:21 Jesus answered and said unto them, Verily I say unto you, If ye have faith, and doubt not, ye shall not only do this which is done to the fig tree, but also if ye shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; it shall be done.

Be what was invisible, bee at sight

And

Rev 3:8 I know thy works: behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it: for thou hast a little strength, and hast kept my word, and hast not denied my name.

Thank you for loving me

1Jn 5:15 And if we know that he hear us, whatsoever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we desired of him.

1Jn 3:22 And whatsoever we ask, we receive of him, because we keep his commandments, and do those things that are pleasing in his sight

Rev 3:19 As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent.

Mud Tossing Mind

2010-06-17T07:04:00.000-07:00

YAH thought me through a messenger flying in the air of wisdom this:

Serge scripture
Find principals
Understand principals
Use a situation of today into the very same
The principal

Connecting it with my understanding of life
Simplified into a nutshell
Is it about something like this:

Life is all in the mind:

Killing field
And
Emotional scale, is movements in mind

If someone walks the path of faith, I am sure that one knows about the attack in mind. Destruction through mind. That is if the enemy is allowed to establish a stronghold.

If I look at my circumstance I removed focus of the spiritual sphere, two different mindset are working side by side, and mind jumps between both  if allowed that fast one can not even imagine.

Two different mindset two different duelists so to speak. Which WILL we allow to be in control?

Numbers 21

5 And the people spake against God, and against Moses, Wherefore have ye brought us up out of Egypt to die in the wilderness? for there is no bread, neither is there any water; and our soul loatheth this light bread.

6 And the LORD sent fiery serpents among the people, and they bit the people; and much people of Israel died.

7 Therefore the people came to Moses, and said, We have sinned, for we have spoken against the LORD, and against thee; pray unto the LORD, that he take away the serpents from us. And Moses prayed for the people.

8 And the LORD said unto Moses, Make thee a fiery serpent, and set it upon a pole: and it shall come to pass, that every one that is bitten, when he looketh upon it, shall live.

9 And Moses made a serpent of brass, and put it upon a pole, and it came to pass, that if a serpent had bitten any man, when he beheld the serpent of brass, he lived.

Killing field

I put my circumstance on the pole. The thought that once were a stronghold in mind that threatened to cause destruction of faith. I lift it up, up, up in the air; I look at it that once was a burden became the exact thing that gave me life.

Sir and Madam, I can do that in any kind of situation that I might be in. in that way, attack became defense, and stronghold of destruction became the very reason that gave me strength to:

10 And the children of Israel set forward, and pitched in Oboth.

Move

Q - appears, at a distance

2010-06-15T04:32:00.000-07:00

Light following curved lines. Most of all looks like a chain of pearls.

Me sitting in a plane, looking out of the window. Down there, high, high in the air, above Israel.

Invisible is his doings, little man, look and see what the most high can do, remember, it is not what he can do for you, he can do anything, but
What are you ready to do for him?

Look to the movements in the trees, wavering, wavering, in a beautiful bow to the creator we knows, that it is the touch of the holy wind.

The time was me without work. During the first time in faith I was given a tremendous overwhelming feeling in heart for this little land. Was it actually a reality, did it happen. Yes I was about to visit Israel.

At the time I came to faith I had no work, no income. An uneducated woman living in this part of country, no reason for me to even think how to find a work.

At first, I did not know my creator, nor did I know how he worked. I placed my trust in people. They turned me down. The last person I asked did not even bother to answer me. See that is how I found out the safest place in world is with my creator, and I left the ecclesiastical sphere. And in a speed, almost faster than my entrance.

The path flowing through the invisible power and might.
My creator led me to people.
My creator has been educating me through the people he directed me to. An education in listening to his voice, and eleminate my desire towards earthly afaires.

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The journey to Israel. I was the only one that did not make it to the wall.
Few opportunities I did not participate, husband needed to rest and I chose to stay with him. The group left, and husband and I enjoyed time elsewhere in the land of beauty.

A Rabbi I came to know through internet offered kindly husband and me a tour through the street of Jerusalem. He and his son showed us lots and told us lots of interests that tourists in general don’t experience.

He and husband went to the wall, we separated coz man and woman was to go separate places for talking to the mighty one. There facing the wall.

Thoughtfully wondering Viking – I am talking to my creator all the time and no matter where I am, I guess that was their way to teach me that not all places are allowed to talk to the mighty one in. not sure I understand the why though.

The last opportunity I was given at that vacation to visit this place and suddenly a car arrived. Both policeman and military people appeared.

Nice polite firm gentle is the words I can use about the happening. All the people were to go away from the wall. At the part where woman were allowed, there was found a purse. It could be carelessness behavior from a tourist, or it could be a beautiful package hiding a bomb.

It was taken away and exploded. Robot affairs were all it took. I asked the Rabbi why just explode it, might as written before, a huge carelessness.
“We cannot afford any risk” The man replayed. Woman born and raised in a small country, awakening time madam I dare say.

The days in Israel, was during Sukkot. The celebration last year my beloved mighty one gave me opportunity to experience the beauty he made in Texas, and meet lots of wonderful people here.

It is summer, Israel and Texas is far away from Denmark, but father’s celebration is not that far way in the dimension of time.

And I wonder, and ask:
“Father at what place on earth do you wants me to be during the feast of tabernacles in the year 2010”

Thank you Father, my Beloved Mighty One

2010-06-11T06:42:00.000-07:00

I am blessed
I am given life

I am given the opportunity to breathe holy air

I am allowed to call myself
One of his children
I belong to the mighty one

I am trusted in living next to this man
Living in a marriage side by side

Beautiful days has been given to us
Here living in this house

In times, life has days has been formed with opportunity for husband to be elsewhere, what a joy it is when he returned the domestic arena.

I am trusted to give birth and to bring up three children
Three different children, but how beautiful they are.

Those kids, flavored the days, each kid in its own wonderful way

Downs and ups, the time before walking in faith, mistakes have been made, is not to be counted, or measured in any way.

Flourishing blessings has been sprinkled on my way
On the walk through the wilderness, journey of life

Amazing enlighten light
Has shown the path

Living water has ministered my lips
Bread, hidden manna has I been offered
Perfectness presented for a heart in hunger

Cursed is the earth, world can only offer pain
You my beloved mighty one
You ease the path, you straightened the way
You alone can remove the pain

Soon, a week is about to end
Soon the wonder of Shabbat is with me

Each Shabbat is special, I am aware, this Shabbat I especial will enjoy in a quiet gratitude towards the knowledge this week brought household. And may it be granted to become wisdome for the individual.

Sincere a humble servant

Words valued with warmth

2010-06-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

What is the value of self esteem?
Who can rightfully measure the value?

Is it you to measure me, is it me to measure you
Are we to measure each other, in any way?

Who are to measure measurement?
Is it on a scale from 6 to footprint?
Is there basis for restoration?

Measure makes pressure; pressure makes bondage, is I to create my own bondage, is it a universal law, and is it the law of universe

Is it possible to defragment a feeling to a replacement of power?
The grinder is diamond proved and reproved in the highest place

Impressive facets a kaleidoscope of twinkling light enlightened each corner in space, thought of darkness had to flee, se that is the law of love indeed

A messenger brought me a message

2010-06-04T06:18:00.000-07:00

Birds singing a swirling note
The accurate moment is mindfully resting
Relaxing in the power of yesterday’s knowledge

Invisible as from the flying artists, but yet the impact is not to compare

Pictures of questions appears through horizon
Devastating they try to erase the memo

Tasting on the memory
Was it wisdom of importance
Or was it a dream of imaginary desires

Precarious question marks became smaller just to disappeared through the wind

Just to leave a kindly guard of firm and strong in mentality
Expressing this is a detail never ever again to be investigated

Roses or thorns Sir!

2010-06-02T07:38:00.000-07:00

A word I usually don’t use that much, about people I mean. Actually, I used it connected to two different, people as far as I can remember.

One man close as can be is
Isaac Newton

The one that featured the universal law into words
And ever since children were harassed with the importance of those through entire school

Third Law: The mutual forces of action and reaction between two bodies are equal, opposite and collinear. This means that whenever a first body exerts a force F on a second body, the second body exerts a force −F on the first body. F and −F are equal in magnitude and opposite in direction. This law is sometimes referred to as the action-reaction law, with F called the "action" and −F the "reaction".

Sir Isaac Newton a Viking is not that easy to impress though!

But if you, had connected
What that is obvious in my little horizon

1Ch 4:10 Jabez called upon the God of Israel, saying, "Oh that you would bless me and enlarge my border, and that your hand might be with me, and that you would keep me from harm so that it might not bring me pain!" And God granted what he asked.

Jabez being the one body
My creator being the other

Even

Me going to the mercy seat
Asking my beloved almighty

Maybe the man wandering in words of wisdom in the past stumbled at the

Mat 6:8 So be not like them; because your Father has knowledge of your needs even before you make your requests to him.

That I surely don’t know anything about
But what I know is
I can come to my father with anything

Noting is too huge
Nothing is too small

1Co 16:14 Let all you do be done in love.

A circle is drawn in the law of love
Through universe it shows its invisible might and power

One hindrance only
The limitation in the mind
Of man

Jas 4:4

2010-06-01T13:45:00.000-07:00

Stormy brain
Killing field

Insight in the knowledge of pain
Moments hastes away
Memory fades, leaving a tast of mist

Pain of destruction
Acquaintances of someone once were
Claws tears paws of attatck

Thunder and lightning
Screaming and yelling

Thoughts that thunders
Thunders of thoughts

Killing field
Brainstorm

Pieces of small
Fragments ofnothing
Appears desappears
Turning agains each other

A process is to become an order

!!!!! Viking vacation has ended !!!!!

2010-05-30T02:07:00.000-07:00

Comfort zone oh comfort zone
World are turning, ya the entire universe is in a constant progress

Comfort zone oh comfort zone
Don’t you dare to say that somewhere this Viking can bee stocked

HA!! Just you look into what passed by the years I lived knowing the almighty Elohim!!

Comfort zone oh comfort zone
It is the pagan tradition builders that are standing in a certain offence!! HA!!

Wanna bee wanna bee
But the ditch seems lined with thorns you have to move on
HA!! Those I can throw after passing by people à nothing in that HA!!

The Torah portion of the week has been read –sigh- more than once, just had it in front here listening in a room, and my eyes caught:

Numbers 11
5We remember the fish, which we did eat in Egypt freely; the cucumbers, and the melons, and the leeks, and the onions, and the garlick:

The mixed multitude murmuring……

And a line was enlightened in the bask of my head
“Israel might be out of Egypt with there body, but in mind, they longed after the familiar bondage”
Tremendously huge sigh admitting
I had to laugh, tears rolling

Still laughing restful peace surrounded me
The ditch disappeared, as did the thorns to throw

How easy it is for mankind to get caught in a mental prison
Clinging to a place that only caused damage, to the individual, and as in my case, for the people that I know, and care very much about

Comfort zone, the place that became a part of history, a place that was made for learning, a place which once were, and never will return to.

Fall in a ditch, mankind, it is easy, not recommendable to stay

Recognize the ditch and get moving

A word before Shabbat

2010-05-14T03:50:00.000-07:00

I am not to write in some time
Though I want to say

God Pinse

to all here
sorry guys I have to use the Danish words
to greet you for that day of celebration

Shabbat shalom

!!Action!!

2010-05-04T02:04:00.000-07:00

My first working place in practice in this study was in a section in a house meant for people diagnosed dementia. The leader at this place was extremely skillful, both in her doings and in her ability to teach students.

The people that lived there, old people and diagnosed as told with different kind of dementia. One thing in common for this small group of people, they were all causing troubles in one way or another at the place they came from. Could be going, forgetting time and space, could be people acting in a violent behavior.

I was astonished at the time I was told this. All the people living there were acting and talking in a calm way, and no one tried to go from there.

It took me a while to figure this riddle. Actually, it was rather simple, the people that worked at the place, and all of them did meet the citizen from the first day at the very spot the individual was at.

They were all very skill full in there doings. They both meet the old people that lived there, and the students as well that entered the place for knowledge to serge and hopefully to understand and to use during the everyday work.

Wait, read the situation, act based on an understanding of a professional knowledge.

It is rules that I can bring in my backpack of life experience, it is something I can use no matter what work, no matter what people, no matter at what age the one in front me are at.

And no matter what religion the individual may or may not practice.
It goes for no matter if it is face to face, or it is through internet.

A teaching thought, is a teaching to be used, at least, that is the understanding that I can dig forth in the brain here.

In times, I am not as fast as many people are, it is the learning procedure I have in mind. But my creator thought me not to overlook something that can be used for something good.

Acceptance of another human being and acceptance of it is not always meets in agreement, but therefore it is NOT my task to persuade everyone to ONLY agree in what I mean and think.

Has been a while since I was there, has been a while since I learned from the very skill full people, might be about time I then show my creator, I understand and I can use this very teaching.

And act on this.

Not just in situations that suits me, but all the time. Teaching is not always free, that might was a great excuse for me to avoid to use this very teaching, or to spot the places I missed to use these acts of wisdom.

An acceptance in: we are all different and all with different experiences in the backpack of wisdom each one are wearing on the walk during wilderness.

To read another persons behavior, some might call it discernment, can in times be rather painful. Though I would not like to be without the skills my beloved almighty has allowed me, I am very grateful.

Why write this at all, one might find reason to ask.
And the answer is as everything I do – simple
It is a promise to my beloved almighty
The creator that gave me the skill to use.
And show his children the respect our creator whispers through universe

Never give up - someones life might depend on your behave and atitude

2010-05-02T23:41:00.000-07:00

Why did I ever even think to begin this blog?
Or blog number 2

I told someone
It is all in the mind

If you deep in the inner of your deepest
Have an understanding
It doesn’t matter what ever someone tells you

That is unless it is a tiny bit comparable fragments between those

#or it will run off like water on the slip of the goose#

Circumstances through life gave me from birth a heritage that I valued myself against what was the creator’s purpose

Digging searching cleaning a spirit
Through lots of filth and garbage hidden in all the invisible corners
It is inevitable to circle into

Self esteem and self confidence

These 2 words was infiltrated very in my mind
And I figured this:

I am doing what I am doing, and I am always doing the best I can
I am not committed beyond my abilities – my creator loves me
And everything is therefore as supposed to

My beloved almighty works through all his jewels – in all levels

The leader at the first place I worked in as my practical period in this study – made them both clear in my conscience
They became 2 different words and the understanding of those began its work in my heart

If someone had a positive something to tell me
I had about 10 negative to fight back the positive

#Can I at this point referee to my line above here#
It was very well documented in my mind, picked up through my walk in the wilderness without my beloved mighty one

Life and death is in the tongue
Life and death is in the use of word
Life and death begins in the mind

As a thought

Mankind, get out of the worldly mindset – that is the killer
Turn to the Torah mindset – that is the life – clean out the confusion, come out of Babylon

Walk towards life; do not allow worldly teachings to blow out the candle

Faith comes from what human is listing to
And for each time the truth appear in mind/spirit/heart
It will peal off – might be thin as nearly invisible – but as onion the lairs of lies will be removed

Finally

I understood the truth

A jewel of brightness had during this process been clear pointing out the almighty – removing him

It has been painful
Extremely painful

Even the simple psychology is teaching this
And for me it is now more than lines that can be reader in a random psychology book

It is walked through
Father’s way
Learning by doing

Respect

2010-05-01T08:52:00.000-07:00

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From first day i came to faith i did not have any worries
No thoughts what so ever was able create any reaction that in the stage of mind could bee called worseness

That is until my feet touched the Israeli soil
And breathed the air

Gentle softness surrounded me
Velvet of life entered the lounges

And my thought was
How would i ever bee able to breathe air any other place
But here

Husband and I went there with a traveling agency
I was the only one from this group that did not reach to the walling wall

The closest was the day a Rabbi shoved husband and me a part of Jerusalem
Husband went with the Rabbi and i was to follow the woman to the part of the wall that was for us

Half the way we were all directed back
People in uniforms, both polish and military uniforms
All the women were to go back, more uniformed people arrived
No hurry, no loud voices, all in calmness
Expressing that that it was people that they were familiar with what theay were doing, It was nothing new to any of them. During this I was not at all worried.

The Rabbi told us that a purse with a packet was found there near the wall
”But is it possible that it is a tourist that has forgotten it” I asked

A robot arrived by car, and the packet was removed and was forced into an explosion, could be deodorant or a bomb

The Rabbi explained that it could easy be like that, but they was not in a position that they could afford to take any chances

Children life were valued
Tourists life were valued
Respected and treated with respect

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Someone i know asked me this:

2010-05-01T08:30:00.000-07:00

okay could you explain --Colossians 2:16 and 17 for me

Colossians 2:16 Let no man therefore judge you in meat, or in drink, or in respect of an holyday, or of the new moon, or of the sabbath days:

Colossians 2:17 Which are a shadow of things to come; but the body is of Christ.

Colossians 2.16
It is no man that has to come and tell me anything about what I am to eat
It is not man that has to come and tell me what I am to drink
It is not man that is to tell me which day I am to keep holy

It is one only
My beloved almighty
The creator of universe
The creator of all life
He is life, he gave me life
He made the rules abut food, drink, and holy days

Not man
And that leades me to :

Joh 14:23 Jesus answered and said unto him, If a man love me, he will keep my words: and my Father will love him, and we will come unto him, and make our abode with him.

And then the question appear on the horizon of dawning:
What are your commandment my beloved almighty

Exo 20:1 And God spake all these words, saying,
Exo 20:2 I am the LORD thy God, which have brought thee out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.
Exo 20:3 Thou shalt have no other gods before me.
Exo 20:4 Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth:
Exo 20:5 Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the LORD thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;
Exo 20:6 And shewing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments.
Exo 20:7 Thou shalt not take the name of the LORD thy God in vain; for the LORD will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain.
Exo 20:8 Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy.
Exo 20:9 Six days shalt thou labour, and do all thy work:
Exo 20:10 But the seventh day is the sabbath of the LORD thy God: in it thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy son, nor thy daughter, thy manservant, nor thy maidservant, nor thy cattle, nor thy stranger that is within thy gates:
Exo 20:11 For in six days the LORD made heaven and earth, the sea, and all that in them is, and rested the seventh day: wherefore the LORD blessed the sabbath day, and hallowed it.
Exo 20:12 Honour thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee.
Exo 20:13 Thou shalt not kill.
Exo 20:14 Thou shalt not commit adultery.
Exo 20:15 Thou shalt not steal.
Exo 20:16 Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbour.
Exo 20:17 Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour's.
Exo 20:18 And all the people saw the thunderings, and the lightnings, and the noise of the trumpet, and the mountain smoking: and when the people saw it, they removed, and stood afar off.
Exo 20:19 And they said unto Moses, Speak thou with us, and we will hear: but let not God speak with us, lest we die.
Exo 20:20 And Moses said unto the people, Fear not: for God is come to prove you, and that his fear may be before your faces, that ye sin not.
Exo 20:21 And the people stood afar off, and Moses drew near unto the thick darkness where God was.
Exo 20:22 And the LORD said unto Moses, Thus thou shalt say unto the children of Israel, Ye have seen that I have talked with you from heaven.
Exo 20:23 Ye shall not make with me gods of silver, neither shall ye make unto you gods of gold.
Exo 20:24 An altar of earth thou shalt make unto me, and shalt sacrifice thereon thy burnt offerings, and thy peace offerings, thy sheep, and thine oxen: in all places where I record my name I will come unto thee, and I will bless thee.
Exo 20:25 And if thou wilt make me an altar of stone, thou shalt not build it of hewn stone: for if thou lift up thy tool upon it, thou hast polluted it.
Exo 20:26 Neither shalt thou go up by steps unto mine altar, that thy nakedness be not discovered thereon.

Concerning food:

Lev 11:1 And the LORD spake unto Moses and to Aaron, saying unto them,
Lev 11:2 Speak unto the children of Israel, saying, These are the beasts which ye shall eat among all the beasts that are on the earth.
Lev 11:3 Whatsoever parteth the hoof, and is clovenfooted, and cheweth the cud, among the beasts, that shall ye eat.
Lev 11:4 Nevertheless these shall ye not eat of them that chew the cud, or of them that divide the hoof: as the camel, because he cheweth the cud, but divideth not the hoof; he is unclean unto you.
Lev 11:5 And the coney, because he cheweth the cud, but divideth not the hoof; he is unclean unto you.
Lev 11:6 And the hare, because he cheweth the cud, but divideth not the hoof; he is unclean unto you.
Lev 11:7 And the swine, though he divide the hoof, and be clovenfooted, yet he cheweth not the cud; he is unclean to you.
Lev 11:8 Of their flesh shall ye not eat, and their carcase shall ye not touch; they are unclean to you.
Lev 11:9 These shall ye eat of all that are in the waters: whatsoever hath fins and scales in the waters, in the seas, and in the rivers, them shall ye eat.
Lev 11:10 And all that have not fins and scales in the seas, and in the rivers, of all that move in the waters, and of any living thing which is in the waters, they shall be an abomination unto you:
Lev 11:11 They shall be even an abomination unto you; ye shall not eat of their flesh, but ye shall have their carcases in abomination.
Lev 11:12 Whatsoever hath no fins nor scales in the waters, that shall be an abomination unto you.
Lev 11:13 And these are they which ye shall have in abomination among the fowls; they shall not be eaten, they are an abomination: the eagle, and the ossifrage, and the ospray,
Lev 11:14 And the vulture, and the kite after his kind;
Lev 11:15 Every raven after his kind;
Lev 11:16 And the owl, and the night hawk, and the cuckow, and the hawk after his kind,
Lev 11:17 And the little owl, and the cormorant, and the great owl,
Lev 11:18 And the swan, and the pelican, and the gier eagle,
Lev 11:19 And the stork, the heron after her kind, and the lapwing, and the bat.
Lev 11:20 All fowls that creep, going upon all four, shall be an abomination unto you.
Lev 11:21 Yet these may ye eat of every flying creeping thing that goeth upon all four, which have legs above their feet, to leap withal upon the earth;
Lev 11:22 Even these of them ye may eat; the locust after his kind, and the bald locust after his kind, and the beetle after his kind, and the grasshopper after his kind.
Lev 11:23 But all other flying creeping things, which have four feet, shall be an abomination unto you.
Lev 11:24 And for these ye shall be unclean: whosoever toucheth the carcase of them shall be unclean until the even.
Lev 11:25 And whosoever beareth ought of the carcase of them shall wash his clothes, and be unclean until the even.
Lev 11:26 The carcases of every beast which divideth the hoof, and is not clovenfooted, nor cheweth the cud, are unclean unto you: every one that toucheth them shall be unclean.
Lev 11:27 And whatsoever goeth upon his paws, among all manner of beasts that go on all four, those are unclean unto you: whoso toucheth their carcase shall be unclean until the even.
Lev 11:28 And he that beareth the carcase of them shall wash his clothes, and be unclean until the even: they are unclean unto you.
Lev 11:29 These also shall be unclean unto you among the creeping things that creep upon the earth; the weasel, and the mouse, and the tortoise after his kind,
Lev 11:30 And the ferret, and the chameleon, and the lizard, and the snail, and the mole.
Lev 11:31 These are unclean to you among all that creep: whosoever doth touch them, when they be dead, shall be unclean until the even.
Lev 11:32 And upon whatsoever any of them, when they are dead, doth fall, it shall be unclean; whether it be any vessel of wood, or raiment, or skin, or sack, whatsoever vessel it be, wherein any work is done, it must be put into water, and it shall be unclean until the even; so it shall be cleansed.
Lev 11:33 And every earthen vessel, whereinto any of them falleth, whatsoever is in it shall be unclean; and ye shall break it.
Lev 11:34 Of all meat which may be eaten, that on which such water cometh shall be unclean: and all drink that may be drunk in every such vessel shall be unclean.
Lev 11:35 And every thing whereupon any part of their carcase falleth shall be unclean; whether it be oven, or ranges for pots, they shall be broken down: for they are unclean, and shall be unclean unto you.
Lev 11:36 Nevertheless a fountain or pit, wherein there is plenty of water, shall be clean: but that which toucheth their carcase shall be unclean.
Lev 11:37 And if any part of their carcase fall upon any sowing seed which is to be sown, it shall be clean.
Lev 11:38 But if any water be put upon the seed, and any part of their carcase fall thereon, it shall be unclean unto you.
Lev 11:39 And if any beast, of which ye may eat, die; he that toucheth the carcase thereof shall be unclean until the even.
Lev 11:40 And he that eateth of the carcase of it shall wash his clothes, and be unclean until the even: he also that beareth the carcase of it shall wash his clothes, and be unclean until the even.
Lev 11:41 And every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth shall be an abomination; it shall not be eaten.
Lev 11:42 Whatsoever goeth upon the belly, and whatsoever goeth upon all four, or whatsoever hath more feet among all creeping things that creep upon the earth, them ye shall not eat; for they are an abomination.
Lev 11:43 Ye shall not make yourselves abominable with any creeping thing that creepeth, neither shall ye make yourselves unclean with them, that ye should be defiled thereby.
Lev 11:44 For I am the LORD your God: ye shall therefore sanctify yourselves, and ye shall be holy; for I am holy: neither shall ye defile yourselves with any manner of creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth.
Lev 11:45 For I am the LORD that bringeth you up out of the land of Egypt, to be your God: ye shall therefore be holy, for I am holy.
Lev 11:46 This is the law of the beasts, and of the fowl, and of every living creature that moveth in the waters, and of every creature that creepeth upon the earth:
Lev 11:47 To make a difference between the unclean and the clean, and between the beast that may be eaten and the beast that may not be eaten.

And then the person mentioned:

Col 2:17 Which are a shadow of things to come; but the body is of Christ.

Nothing much to say just this:
His holy days are reflecting what are to come
And:
My whole life is a shadow of what are to come
I will bee a part of my fathers kingdom – with him, with his word and his holy air – Ruach haKdsh

But then againin:

Col 2:18 Let no man beguile you of your reward in a voluntary humility and worshipping of angels, intruding into those things which he hath not seen, vainly puffed up by his fleshly mind,

I have to follow my fathers voice
Not a random guy named Constantine

Dawning of the day

2010-04-30T08:31:00.000-07:00

Thoughts dive into the beauty of Shabbat

I grew up in the world of Christianity
I grew up in the worldly mindset

Mind began to question what happened between Shabbat and the Sunday dance

Fact is that:
The Greek teaching tells that the week begins at sun dawn at Sunday
The Hebrew teaching tells that the week begins at sun set Friday evening

A wise owl learned me to question my self, my doing, and therefore in the end, from what I makes my decisions

Sunset, sun dawn
Friday, Sunday
Life is a matter of decisions

Gen 1:2 And the earth was waste and without form; and it was dark on the face of the deep: and the Spirit of God was moving on the face of the waters.
Gen 1:3 And God said, Let there be light: and there was light.
Gen 1:4 And God, looking on the light, saw that it was good: and God made a division between the light and the dark,

When this is written, I have to admit
I know one thing
Mindset is difficult to change
It is the most difficult thing mankind can do

This is how the place was:

H2822
חשׁך
chôshek
kho-shek'
From H2821; the dark; hence (literally) darkness; figuratively misery, destruction, death, ignorance, sorrow, wickedness: - dark (-ness), night, obscurity.

H2821
חשׁך
châshak
khaw-shak'
A primitive root; to be dark (as withholding light); transitively to darken: - be black, be (make) dark, darken, cause darkness, be dim, hide

Light were spoken

H559
אמר
'âmar
aw-mar'
A primitive root; to say (used with great latitude): - answer, appoint, avouch, bid, boast self, call, certify, challenge, charge, + (at the, give) command (ment), commune, consider, declare, demand, X desire, determine, X expressly, X indeed, X intend, name, X plainly, promise, publish, report, require, say, speak (against, of), X still, X suppose, talk, tell, term, X that is, X think, use [speech], utter, X verily, X yet.

Light were spoken

H216
אור
'ôr
ore
From H215; illumination or (concretely) luminary (in every sense, including lightning, happiness, etc.): - bright, clear, + day, light (-ning), morning, sun.
H215
אור
'ôr
ore
A primitive root; to be (causatively make) luminous (literally and metaphorically): - X break of day, glorious, kindle, (be, en-, give, show) light (-en, -ened), set on fire, shine.

The day is created as a unity
It is divided – as everything else in creation

The day were dark and light were spoken

Gen 1:5 Naming the light, Day, and the dark, Night. And there was evening and there was morning, the first day.

A day is
H259
אחד
'echâd
ekh-awd'
A numeral from H258; properly united, that is, one; or (as an ordinal) first: - a, alike, alone, altogether, and, any (-thing), apiece, a certain [dai-] ly, each (one), + eleven, every, few, first, + highway, a man, once, one, only, other, some, together.

H258
אחד
'âchad
aw-khad'
Perhaps a primitive root; to unify, that is, (figuratively) collect (one’s thoughts): - go one way or other.

This word opens up for me to mention the importance of mindset
Mindset towards Torah
Or
Mindset towards world

And the wisdom whispering through the holy air

Psa 90:12 So give us knowledge of the number of our days, that we may get a heart of wisdom.

Going through this
Knowing how easy I as a human being can deceive myself into something against the Bible I decided to make no change in my Shabbat, and I will celebrate my creators Shabbat Friday evening as I done until now, that is unless my beloved mighty one tell me to do otherwise

At a distance

2010-04-26T09:37:00.000-07:00

Twinkling diamonds so clear so bright
Stars up above what a sight
Jewels in different chape
Each its own shade of beauty

At a distance

Red is the color of life.

2010-04-18T11:57:00.000-07:00

Dancing beaming heart, waves of joy runs through the universe
A hug a smile from you my beloved you alone knows the best for the jewels of yours, grateful is my heart humble is the hand that reaches for you

With a tiny glimpse you drove the clouds aside
A ray of sunshine you twinkled to my heart
Mighty and beautiful are your ways almighty Father

Acid is running down the wall of the shelter
Enemy is around – blow away his pitiful attack
You – you my mighty Elohim my father and shield

Death is around me, beside me, back me all over the arrows of sorrow attacks as was it nothing your mighty hand clasps it all away oh my beloved
How beautiful are your ways – shield, cover and restful is your love

Safety is the word that comes to mind, security is the net in horizon
Calmness is my bed, restful is my pillow, the cloth of softness covers me as I sleep, keeps me warm my creator my mighty one in your presence failing dose not exist

My sign my flag you are my standard
My heart, my soul, my mind is headed for you
Listen a song – my song my heart, your song your will – heart is flourishing

Joy alone is around, softness is my shield life is my guard, death lost beaten broken and away, be gone, be gone, eternity is in my melody from you for you – only

A tear of little, a drop of tiny shows on the arch of iris, heaven be wet the earth, give life, give life, gather it father, and gather it let it be growth to the people you love, hart, oh my soul longs for you to enter the place that belongs to you, make haste, make haste, the throne longs for your entrance

Mat 7:13 Go in by the narrow door;

2010-04-18T03:08:00.000-07:00

(Luk 12:36) And be like men who are looking for their lord, when he comes back from the bride-feast; so that when he comes to the door, it will be open to him quickly.

Son 5:2 I am sleeping, but my heart is awake; it is the sound of my loved one at the door, saying, Be open to me, my sister, my love, my dove, my very beautiful one; my head is wet with dew, and my hair with the drops of the night.
Son 5:6 I made the door open to my loved one; but my loved one had taken himself away, and was gone, my soul was feeble when
his back was turned on me; I went after him, but I did not come near him; I said his name, but he gave me no answer.

The door of my heart is open to you my beloved groom I am your bride lets us join hearts in the chamber of holiness
Hindrances, obstructions in heart and mind must flee in the presence of love – your love my mighty one – I am your child and your servant you are my love, my groom your bride is waiting for you. Open doors in the world your power you might – I ask you I plea, make way in front of my feet, open the door you want me to enter – let it be shown, your name is sure, it is my reality. Father of might, father of bright ruler of the wilderness, you made it all. Designer of universe, what was before invisible being steadfast and your entrance of safety, I have a request, a request from my heart to your heart beloved mighty one. Your bride is in deeply need of an entrance.

Mat 7:7 Make a request, and it will be answered; what you are searching for you will get; give the sign, and the door will be open to you:
Mat 7:8 Because to everyone who makes a request, it will be given; and he who is searching will get his desire, and to him who gives the sign, the door will be open.
Luk 11:9 And I say to you, Make requests, and they will be answered; what you are searching for, you will get; when you give the sign, the door will be open to you.

1Co 16:9 For a great and important door there is open to me, and there are a number of people against me.

Luk 11:10 For to everyone who makes a request, it will be given; and he who is searching will get his desire; and to him who gives the sign, the door will be open.
2Co 2:12 Now when I came to Troas for the good news of Christ, and there was an open door for me in the Lord,

Rev 3:8 I have knowledge of your works see, I have put before you an open door which may be shut by no one, and that you have a little strength, and have kept my word, and have been true to my name.
Rev 3:20 See, I am waiting at the door and giving the sign; if my voice comes to any man's ears and he makes the door open, I will come in to him, and will take food with him and he with me.

Rev 4:1 After these things I saw a door open in heaven, and the first voice came to my ears, like the sound of a horn, saying, Come up here, and I will make clear to you the things which are to come.

1Jn 3:10 In this way it is clear.....

2010-04-18T01:57:00.000-07:00

In times husband says to me: “you have one fault Lone. You are raw honest”
Yes I know, I am not petting anyone in agreement if I stand for anything else.

I have not always been such a person. I was brought up to do what mainstream society expected me to do, only.

Something happened; I came to faith, in such a way that indicated NO QUESTIONS was necessary, whether universe is CREATED OR NOT. What happened is in English a doctorate disputes beyond imagination, and that will stay out of this Blog. Let’s just say, I was introduced to the Mighty one that created all universe, created all living beings. I was such a living being. And I was allowed to call myself one of his children.

From the first day I was beautiful gifted – no worries what so ever came to mind form that day. Suddenly I kind of jumped into living in knowledge:
My almighty Father will take care no matter what. From that day I was filled with his joy, and I was not able to get angry anymore.

I was rarely gifted. And even that I was that, I did not realize it in my heart at all. Not until few days ago, it hit me with an impact that made me dizzy.

I was living in an understanding that goes something like this:

Ok you came to faith, yes. But the people that have been living in the same kind of faith must therefore know whatever I discover in the wonderful Torah. They must indeed know better than a new comer like me. And if I disagreed in any way – better just shut up Lone, was my attitude.

1Co 12:1 But about the things of the spirit, my brothers, it is not right for you to be without teaching.
1Co 12:2 You are conscious that when you were Gentiles, in whatever way you were guided, you went after images without voice or power.
1Co 12:3 So it is my desire for you to be clear about this; that no one is able to say by the Spirit of God that Jesus is cursed; and no one is able to say that Jesus is Lord, but by the Holy Spirit.
1Co 12:4 Now there are different qualities given to men, but the same Spirit.
1Co 12:5 And there are different sorts of servants, but the same Lord.
1Co 12:6 And there are different operations, but the same God, who is working all things in all.
1Co 12:7 But to every man some form of the Spirit's working is given for the common good.
1Co 12:8 For to one are given words of wisdom through the Spirit; and to another words of knowledge through the same Spirit:
1Co 12:9 To another faith in the same Spirit; and to another the power of taking away disease, by the one Spirit;
1Co 12:10 And to another the power of working wonders; and to another the prophet's word; and to another the power of testing spirits; to another different sorts of tongues; and to another the power of making clear the sense of the tongues:
1Co 12:11 But all these are the operations of the one and the same Spirit, giving to every man separately as his pleasure is.
1Co 12:12 For as the body is one, and has a number of parts, and all the parts make one body, so is Christ.
1Co 12:13 For through the baptism of the one Spirit we were all formed into one body, Jews or Greeks, servants or free men, and were all made full of the same Spirit.
1Co 12:14 For the body is not one part, but a number of parts.
1Co 12:15 If the foot says, Because I am not the hand, I am not a part of the body; it is no less a part of the body.
1Co 12:16 And if the ear says, Because I am not the eye, I am not a part of the body; it is a part of the body all the same.
1Co 12:17 If all the body was an eye, where would be the hearing? if all was hearing, where would be the smelling?
1Co 12:18 But now God has put every one of the parts in the body as it was pleasing to him.
1Co 12:19 And if they were all one part, where would the body be?
1Co 12:20 But now they are all different parts, but one body.
1Co 12:21 And the eye may not say to the hand, I have no need of you: or again the head to the feet, I have no need of you.
1Co 12:22 No, those parts which seem to be feeble are the more necessary;
1Co 12:23 And to those parts of the body which seem to have less honour we give all the more honour; and to those parts of the body which are a cause of shame to us we give the greater respect;
1Co 12:24 But those parts of the body which are beautiful have no need of such care: and so the body has been joined together by God in such a way as to give more honour to those parts which had need of it;
1Co 12:25 So that there might be no division in the body; but all the parts might have the same care for one another.
1Co 12:26 And if there is pain in one part of the body, all the parts will be feeling it; or if one part is honoured, all the parts will be glad.
1Co 12:27 Now you are the body of Christ, and every one of you the separate parts of it.
1Co 12:28 And God has put some in the church, first, Apostles; second, prophets; third, teachers; then those with wonder-working powers, then those with the power of taking away disease, helpers, wise guides, users of strange tongues.
1Co 12:29 Are all Apostles? are all prophets? are all teachers? have all the power of working wonders?
1Co 12:30 Are all able to take away disease? have all the power of tongues? are all able to give their sense?
1Co 12:31 But let your desires be turned to the more important things given by the Spirit. And now I am pointing out to you an even better way.

I did not have any problems to see and understand these scriptures concerned the husband of the house, but I failed to see and understand the Circle here, that was something that was for me too.

Was first the day before Shabbat that I understood my obligations for the use of the gifts my beloved almighty YHVH gave me. Gifts I was given before I was born.

Eph 1:5 As we were designed before by him for the position of sons to himself, through Jesus Christ, in the good pleasure of his purpose

Only limit in universe is in the mind of mankind.
I was given; I just had to step into my gifting.

Isa 46:10 Making clear from the first what is to come, and from past times the things which have not so far come about; saying, My purpose is fixed, and I will do all my pleasure;

My pleasure is to please you my beloved almighty.
That day, that year you convinced me about your love and your beauty, I did not yet know your beauty Father, I promised you a faithful and an honest heart. That has been easy, you are easy to love, you are easy to know, the hard part was to be honest for myself – I had used much of my life to convince myself to live in the world of assumptions.

Rev 18:4 And another voice from heaven came to my ears, saying, Come out of her, my people, so that you may have no part in her sins and in her punishments.

Eph 3:12 By whom we come near to God without fear through faith in him.

My life is my prayer
Allow my prayer to be your pleasure Father.

One day gone, one day closer eternity !!

2010-04-15T13:37:00.000-07:00

I have been busy lately. Packing for the voyage I am on, packing and unpacking changing the weight between importance and garbage. Saving the useful stuff and dumping unnecessary weight. Wilderness is cursed, from birth to life; one has to bee carful, in the pick ups and the disables accounts. Travelers from one point to the other, careful, do not bring the luggage that is not necessary. Circles has to bee found, circles that has to bee broken, circles in universe the visible to the not seen world is to bee connected, and cleaned.

Doors that seem like an unwelcomed and closed hurdle, turned into an invaluable lesson of richness.

How beautiful you are my beloved almighty, my creator, my one and only, my YHVH, winds of wisdom whispered in the silence

Small fragments of smiles from a working day

2010-04-15T12:42:00.000-07:00

One day, I asked my beloved almighty to let the day bring opportunity for me to please him in a way.

Sun was smiling; even windows were frozen in the morning. Sky was pastel painted a real beauty.

The first person I visited, the pirate. Sigh – think the most difficult work I ever tried is to shave a man – definitely sigh. This day was the day I managed this, ya, it became nearly easy.

Next person, Jonas, he is a sweetie; he is the one I interviewed for the study. Every day he meets me with smile and humor, one way or another. Mild gentle eyes, this day he gave me some flowers from his garden.

Next one, a man noble and caring one, carful in the way he is taking care of his home. He told me, about his sister, his sister’s daughter, she is living on another island than we are, but now and then they are visiting each other. The daughter was sick as younger, she had meningitis, and a sickness that I know can cause many different and severe after effects. The mother was able to take car for her daughter, she was still living at home, Lisbeth, and she has made these pot holders. I was to choose a pair, and he also gave me the sun colored pair. They are now in my kitchen.

When I left him, I was glad that I had a long way to drive before I reached the next person. Overwhelming experience was this day, I just wanted to bring you a smile my beloved almighty. What a blessed day you gave me my beloved almighty.

Time is the essence.

2010-04-08T20:44:00.000-07:00

Had a hard time in a certain matter, I don’t deny that. Mentioned before – I don’t suffer in silence, that I admit too.

The isue I have tuched now and then. Membership, I was denyed acces at the web I once was a member.

I tried membership few other places. Smiling. That was not exactly a succes.

I live looking with my point of view through the Bible. I guess I came to the acceptance in being what my nameexpreses – a loner. No matter where or when, being controversial in mind is not accepted of mainstream society.

The door once slamed faded away. Harrased the owner sure is a day in admitting I tell ya.

Mind ended out in the decision, I will stop searching out new places, and I will stay right where I at the moment am.

Shalom and good morning beautiful day

Good Morning Planet Earth!

2010-04-08T19:07:00.000-07:00

I simply had to change color!! Olive Tree turned out in pink. DA, black would been fine, even. But, PINK!!!! I telll ya, was causing a brain storm, stil I can sence the smell the overheat!!!!

Dreidel it is - and it is perfect in husbands green corner.

2010-04-07T23:48:00.000-07:00

Dreidel Game Rules - How to Play Dreidel

The dreidel is a 4-sided top of ancient origin.
The Hebrew letters on the side are nun, gimel, hay, and shin.
They form an acronym in Hebrew which means
"A great miracle happened there."
Dreidel, is a traditional game played by children
during the eight day Hanukkah celebration.

This game is best played in groups of 4-6. Each player gets an equal number of pennies, nuts, M&Ms, stones or whatever you wish to use.

Each player takes turns spinning the dreidel.
If it lands on:
Nun
-- the player receives nothing, next player spins.

Gimel
-- the player takes all of the pot.

Hay
-- the player takes half of the pot.

Shin
-- the player puts a playing piece into the pot.

Each time the pot is emptied out, each player puts in a
playing piece (penny, nut, candy) and the game continues.

Wind is whispering the promise of change

2010-04-06T09:33:00.000-07:00

World is spinning
Seasons are changing
Bike has been dogged out from the jacket of snow

Youngest son and I went after a packet
I ordered something from planet earth

Son asked before leaving home
Do you bring any money???
No I told him – but I got a card
My imagination tells me he would try to trick his mother in one way or another

Air was mild, no wind moving, sky was beauty in its pearl gray garment
On our way we were practicing our English – not that this boy likes his mother to exactly that.….But – sigh – what can I tell, poor kid – your mother is in charge

I found the paper I had to deliver if I wanted packet
I – as always – brought my Bible, that I done from the first day I came to faith, when sleeping, it is under my pillow, once son asked me: “Mother is the Bible your sleeping bear, just like I got one”
But the wallet, in which was the specific card.

Post office closed, and tomorrow there will b a major Viking attack
Wheels spinning – smiling, is sure great that spring did hit the bike here

Word 4 YAH

2010-03-24T14:17:00.000-07:00

So many beautiful people I meet through work
During my everyday – has been like that some time
My former working situation there was a certain man
He needed help in something in his everyday

I am not to tell what
I am not to express his name
In work and study I have a codex of silence

Few times I saw him
But kind of favorite citizen he became

What ever he needed my assistance in
Smiling – it all had to be done in a very specific way
Nothing has to change here and did I forget something
That was met in a smiley way – even a joke could follow

Second time I came, I was met with a tremendous hug and the words:”I missed you”

Our almighty has his way
His sister, now a colleague

I had to call her for a certain reason this evening
And she told she was about to go and visit him

She told me, that he still remembered me
Wow – I was impressed
He is not really a person that one would expect

- Any surprises like that –

Sister promised me to go and give him my greetings
The brother has his problems –he has his way through wilderness

Maybe our rods may never cross each other again. But often after this time he brought a smile to heart out of remembrance, as this evening

If you read this and you feel lead to prayer

Smiling

Neither directly nor indirectly

2010-03-22T12:50:00.000-07:00

Do not let people influence your decisions

RUACH HAKODESH

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Hoist your banner, make up your mind, and bless Adonai

2010-03-21T09:02:00.000-07:00

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Wheels are rolling
Frustrations are hunting earthlings
Do not pick up the flower of death!!

Wheels are rolling
Spiritual wheels are rolling
Invisible for eyes of man

Walk in the light little child
Walk and see his work
Walk in the light of love
Walk at the word

Wheels are rolling
Leaving a trail of invisible lines
A jewel of great carat is called
Show his light little child

All over the global wilderness
His children are called
Be still and listen little bride and know who you are
Ease the way, glow for the husbandman

The lines the invisible once
One lead to the other
He is connecting his listening flock
Be as the bird always ready to take off

On his call
Walls will brake off hearts of mankind
On his call
Frozen hearts will be melting
On his call
Stiff necked will thaw

Wheels are to be connecter
What was divided has to reach

Fingertip to fingertip
YAH is the power in link
Remember- first and last

When he calls
What was invisible will be clear
People not able to hear will flee in fear
In there ears it will be a tremendous blast

Which will detonation and brake down the limitation between him and his bride, hindrance are all gone, and forgotten, groom and bride we meet and are ready to dance – dance to the music of the softness of the groom

My love, my heart longs after your touch, you my desire, your bride are ready for her kiss

Small things that begins the revolving wheel of the mind

2010-03-11T03:52:00.000-08:00

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Very good blessed morning world. Sitting here – me a simple girl at a certain age, little village and brushing my hair. It is my hairbrush. As a kid I always desired my own. Maybe sounds weird, but to me it was uniqe to have such thing as a personal hairbrush. Life did not give me opportunity to this though.
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That is until Sukkot 2 years ago. I got one in Israel.
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I came to faith about 5 years ago, and i had a overwhelming desire in heart to go to Israel, no money, no job just a huge dept and an old house with a water dripping roof, and not a chance to find such a luxurious thing as a voyage.
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I prayed, I cried, I asked, 3 years later we were on our way to the holy land.
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From the day I came to faith I did not have a thought of worry. That was ability that was removed from me.

That is until I reached the land of promise.
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Was evening, looking on the earth from an airplane, light looked as were they pearls carefully pulled on a fine leash?
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Airplane on earth, out we go, suitcase rolling towards the bus. The thought of worry hit me as a hammer: “how could I ever breathe air outside Israel again”
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Air was gentle, warm soft smoothed in my lounges and to my skin – what a joy to experience that. During the days I remember I told husband I would stay, and he asked me what about the kids. Smiling, and I replayed, no worries I will post a card now and then.
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I am not a tourist that buys stuff. I buy whatever need I have, nothing else. We left Denmark without the small things, such as toothbrush, tooth paste, and so on – and without hairbrush as well. We bought a hairbrush, husband and I, during the days there, after returning Denmark I laid hand on that one. MINE!!!
And reached the age of 48 I finally got my hairbrush – just for me to use, I was thrilled.
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What a journey, what an experience it was. In the bus we had a Lady talking, expressing her wisdom about the country she loved. She was a Danish guide (living in Israel, married to Jewish man) and I enjoyed her talking it was a blessing beyond imagination.
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The unbroken line

2010-03-03T13:49:00.000-08:00

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I grew up in a home without any relationship to a church. Church was a building for traditions only – marriage, funerals, baptism, confirmation. Only thing I knew about Bible was from childhood’s school. 5 years ago I did not do something like read scriptures.

From the first day I came to faith, I gave him a promise always to be honest in heart, and I asked for truth of him only.

Walking from nothing through Sunday Enthusiast Street into an understanding I prefer to label with the symphony of the messianic spice

Lots of questions I have asked around the world.

One question though I was told this I had to find the answer through scripture myself; was

Is YESHUA equal YHVH or is YESHUA the son of YHVH

Few days ago it came to mind; I heard something in a chat room that indicated that if YESUA was YHVH – who he was praying to then?
And I found it was abut time to type the words

The circle of perfectness

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Mat 15:18 but what comes out of the mouth proceeds from heart, and this defiles a person

Joh 1:14 And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth

Rev 19:13 He is clothed in a robe dipped in blood, and the name by which he is called is The Word of God

Mat 26:36 Then Jesus went with them to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to his disciples, "Sit here, while I go over there and pray."

Isa 55:11 so shall my word be that goes out from my mouth; it shall not return to me empty, but it shall accomplish that which I purpose, and shall succeed in the thing for which I sent it.

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Babylon in mind, mind in Babylon!!

2010-02-27T03:34:00.000-08:00

I had in mind to write about a study of mine. Somehow I ended up choosing this topic.

Babylon

In the time I lived in faith I have heard several different explanations in what the understanding is in this scripture.

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Rev 18:4 Then I heard another voice from heaven saying, "Come out of her, my people, lest you take part in her sins, lest you share in her plagues;
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My conclusion is:

Bible is simple, Bible in its complexity
Bible is complex in a simple nature

Come out of Babylon
Is nothing about to come out of a building?
Come out of Babylon
Is nothing about to come out of the country one is living in.
I as a believer has as I read the bible, need to remember:
My creator is spirit, as is his ways: spiritual

Come out of Babylon is:
To end the confusion in mind
Is to TURN mindset from worldly thinking into Bibles way of thinking
And this in it self can cause a lot of confusion for the individual before one has come that far.
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Mat 5:16

2010-02-26T00:52:00.000-08:00

Faith has to come from within. Father allowed me to understand the circle in that line.

It is not me that is to decide what another fellow being needs.
All I can do is, stay safe and sound, keep soul clean, and allow YHVH to be YHVH.

I am to be a light in the world; I am to allow his light through me.
And in that way my beloved almighty are YHVH.

At first as I came to faith, the time I was a Sunday enthusiast, and attended Church of Christianity, I was tremendously sad in times. WHAT ABOUT THE HUSBAND IN HOUSE was my concern.

The church, at a coffee gathering saw my tears; they had no words to express any comfort to me. Only this: “bring him here”

Husband of this house is not born with a handle as on a suitcase. He is not one I can “bring with me” I can ask, I can invite, yes. Not sure they found the handle thing that amusing though.

I asked YHVH for the truth from the very first day I came to faith that would be about 4 years ago.

This too began from within. Honesty, to be honest was easy enough, has been a part of what I am I guess, but where the toughness began was to be honest for myself. If one is that, one has to acknowledge what one really contains. I had some cleaning to do, that is for sure.

He gave me truth. He led me to truth. He reviled truth for me all along.

That is if one really wants truth and not adds own opinion that is under category assuming / presuming.

During those early days in my walk through the wilderness, I tried to convince husband to trust YAH. I admit that, and I can recall how resistant his attitude were, just the expression at his face. Even to say his name, that would be the word God I used at the time, was mostly illegal.

Gen 2:18 Then the LORD God said, "It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him a helper fit for him."

After I became the wife that my creator wanted me to be, things has changed. At first slow, but soon faster and faster. The change is in a fine balance with me stepping back to allow YHVH to be YHVH.

YVHV became legal in house. He learned that it was acceptable that he as he not have been reading in Bible as long as his wife, that it was impossible for him to know our YHVH as much as I did. Smiling, that was done in a way of beauty, during Sukkot in Texas, the leader in that congregation made it very clear, we are all in different places, different baggage, and has not been at the walk equal amount of time – therefore none can be totally the same level.

What a mighty Elohim I serve.

Husband became a Torah observant husband.

Access to grasp

2010-02-25T04:24:00.000-08:00

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The house had a tremendously long hall
Was not a hall of fame, but was a hall of acknowledgment

In the space of conquered ignorance I had to find the entrance of exit
During my walk in this specific hall, wandering sideways in times, I accidently stumbled into garbage that flowed here and there at the runway

I know that doesn’t exist, such thing as an accidently happenings
There is always reason; the hard part can be to discern the great big “why”

Open the door right away
And avoid suffering
Open the door of knowledge for the breathe of wisdom to enter

The resistance in acknowledging the already known truth, that turmoil’s and creates the pain in room of my inner being

Will this hall never end?
Will I never be able to find the exact door?
Will I ever understand this?
No I give up!!!

Smiling, how many know, such thing as giving up is not an option.
The creator of universe, the creator of entire life, never gives up
He created mankind in his image
His children are not to give up either

There are people that walk needles of pain in silence

I do not suffer in silence!!! Be sure in that – hauling, yelling, screaming, crying, and scolding, you name it yea, and the best all at same time I tell ya!!

I survived; I got an expert to guide me
The one that knows me the very best
My beloved mighty one never gave up on me
Nor did his warrior that always pointed me towards YHVH when needed

The trash filled hall without fame, became a hall of
Peaceful silence
Through his merciful grace, I was granted a step of power

I laid hand on the grip of the door that was in front of me, and breathed the air of wisdom

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Club of celebrities – X only

2010-02-24T01:46:00.000-08:00

Once again I am an X member

Somewhere

I posted the scripture from the Bible that leaded me to wear a scarf during hours I was awake.

I had some time between my understandings of me as a woman to wear a head cover, until it became a reality.

I had to be clear in mind in the how, for one thing. I did not like to look like a girl belonging to the enemy. That is a demand I have from husband as well, he doesn’t his wife to look like a muslim.

And as scripture points out, head cover is not an argue issue. My beloved almighty doesn’t want the women on earth to sound like a hen farm in something that only can do her good.

In times I had to remove head cover, people I came to during work were offended in the scarf. Smiling, I love my almighty creator; scarf I wear I will NOT allow to make any fuss. I had scare around neck during that time.

YHVH allowed me to understand the power in the scarf, and the great why. All is to be found in scripture, just if one LIKES to find the truth; for sure he will highlight truth.

At the moment I try to figure out how I can cover during my sleep, my life is my prayer scripture express in my heart, and my sleeping hours is my life and therefore my prayer as well. A cover I want, and I know my beloved almighty will help me in this as he helps me through in everything.

Anyway, the website which claimed faith, I join membership in removed my post, in the name of shielding sensitive people.

My thought in this is rather simple, if www.Sensitive/post.com is not for scripture what then.

When entering the very place they meant was suitable for stuff like that I was told, if I was posting anything about woman, then I had to post for men as well – in what was to be found in scripture. WOW …… to be allowed to post anything about MY OWN gender I had to post similar for man. Their claim was that the creator of universe does not look into gender, man and woman is both of equal importance for him.

As I told, I am a simple girl, my rules are in Bible, and Bible teaches me I am not to cover faith.

I bought myself a ticket out of http://www.politnes.versus/faith.com/

A teaching worth to notice

2010-02-23T07:29:00.000-08:00

Sun is smiling in abundance

Sky is clear and dressed in beauty

It is the second day of my vacation

Everything covered in a great quantity of whiteness

Day has been very quiet

And a day where I acknowledged how easy it is to follow human instead of having focus on our creator

Has been told that this was something to be very careful to avoid

I discovered how important it is to

ALWAYS AND ONLY ASK OUR MIGHTY ONE IN EVERYTHING

Sigh he had it cut out in carton for me to see how easy it was done

The one that yesterday came in the name of our almighty

Might be working today in a fleshly character today

I always have to confirm with YHVH

As I wrote above, it was really drawn extremely in how easy it was done

If that was done less obvious – I might have jumped in with both feed – totally blinded

It is the first day in the rest of my life!

And it is a teaching for life indeed

I ask of You

2010-02-22T13:31:00.000-08:00

I go to my knees
I bow my neck

Every breath, I breathe your wisdom
I eat of your beauty, you eat of my confusion

Calmness you bring me
Troubles flees in your presence

Depth of the deep, you show me my heart
From deep darkness you bring into the light

Without understanding in my heart, but not forgot
You found this heart worth to open up for cleansing

Flesh screams after pleasure
My creator grand discernment

You teach me to trust you
In you alone I am strong

Drink, oh water give me life, living water give me a zip
Who can walk in the wasteland without, not I, I assure you

Rinse my spirit, renew my mind
Illuminate the path, sweep away darkness

All I reach for is the, all I need the trophy of victory
Permit this vessel, to be a vessel to honor your name

Father of might in my doings I want to please you
You are my only desire, in your presence I can breath freely only

What is important on earth – all is vanity
Your approval is all I long for – you my YHVH

Shalom

State of mind, tourist in cosmos

2010-02-21T05:07:00.000-08:00

Countries to conquer
Land to explore
Horizon to broaden
Hindrances to overcome
Barricades to brake
Battles to endure
Freedom to be experienced
The existential in life itself

Momentary movements
YHVH is not one that favors stationary
Universe expresses that for even the hardest hearted unbeliever that lives in the University of Life – wilderness in expansion

Inactivity of brain, is made known as a slow way to die
Development in mind is for mankind a requirement for survival

Life – a voyage has begun with an
Unspecified timeframe – light year to travel
Mankind be brave gather the fragments
Assemble the puzzle into a whole
An indispensable unification